感谢

首先，感谢蝴蝶蓝大神的作品。我是从《全职高手》的腾讯视频开始认识这伟大的作家的，从食品到小说，再到《王者时刻》。由于《王者时刻》还在持续，所以我就开始读《独闯天涯》。从《独闯天涯》里，我看到了希望。

什么希望？

认识我久的人应该有听说过，我想要当一名作家。
什么小说？武侠小说啊~
自从“那个”二等奖之后，写武侠小说一直都是我的梦想，当然，没读过金庸，怎么可以说想写武侠呢？读了，却发现自己功力确实不够。什么历史情节，什么天文地理？我太懒了，学不来。

而读了《独闯天涯》后，我看到了希望。何必拘泥于前人的经典？前人走的路如果自己走不了，那就开辟一道新的路吧~ 虽然开辟新路不一定会容易，但，有比追上前人难吗？看看蝴蝶蓝大神，利用写关于网游的故事，不就有武侠的感觉吗？

请把《神剑》完成吧！

Mid year update

For those who have access, I blogged again~

well, I am glad that this year I managed to see 5566 concert in Taiwan!

and I just came back from Japan~ wheee

Work still sucks lol

But marriage life is 幸福的

That's all folks~

Tribute for 前任攻略

A riddle for my non-existent readers.

I truly enjoyed this movie. Do watch it if you have a chance.

Target for this blog

I have no idea whether anyone still read this blog, but in the event that there is still someone out there who reads, I decided to set a target here.

1 post per year

This target should be good enough for now, since my last post was 2 years ago.

Anyway, this post is not counted within the quota.

Look forward to another post soon.

Movie reflections: Me before You

(For those who are familiar with me and this blog, well, whatever is here that sounds like it is not coherent is because I cut and paste the content from my closed blog.)

I was contemplating hard on whether to post a spoiler-free post, or one with spoiler-alert. Not that it really matters, since no one else reads my blog anyway anymore. But... oh well, I should challenge myself for the sake of challenging myself, and try to start with a spoiler free post.

The movie is nice, and I enjoyed it a lot... to the point that I am going to blog about it now. Well, it is about a story (I am still wondering if I will call it a love story... oops, sounds like spoiler?) about the actress (Emilia Clarke as Louisa Clark) working as a caretaker for the actor (Sam Claflin as William Traynor), who is almost fully paralyzed from neck downwards.

It's sweet at times, and no spoilers if you watched the trailers, I made a comment which make sense during the movie:

Are we watching the movie and hoping that the girl will break up with her boyfriend so that she can get together with this guy? 

Well, you will watch it to find out if that happens. Overall, I find the movie enjoyable, with an ending that was surprising, depending on whether you think like me or not. (I was not surprised)


Now, here comes the spoiler alert. If you intend to watch the movie, stop reading already. What I am going to type next will totally spoil everything, because I will be blogging about the fundamentals of the movie which keeps you watching during the show.

Last warning before I proceed.

Alright, I am very very sad at the end, most likely just like everyone else.

Why did Will still choose to die? When both of them seem to be loving each other so much?

I thought a lot a lot about this, and thought of the words said by Will (i obviously cannot do a direct quote), but he meant along the lines that, he had everything before the accident, and after the accident which resulted him in his current incurable state, every single day is a living hell. He is in pain both physically and mentally. This is the reason why he choose to end his life.

No doubt, Lou entered his life, and add color to his dull life after the accident. They loved each other, and they kissed each other to show their affection.

But is that enough to stop him from dying?

What I like about this movie is that it is not about a fairy tale. It felt very real, in the sense that the guy choose to stick to his plan of dying, despite loving the girl. No doubt, I secretly hope for the happy ending, where the girl managed to successfully change his plans to die by showing him the beautiful things about the world.

Will wants Lou to live. From their interactions, Will realise how narrow Lou's view of the world is. Lou was brought down by her family, as she could not further the studies because she need to work to support the family. Hence, she does not have much ambitions. Will saw that in her. From his background, where he was so successful, he saw the potential in Lou. To live the life that he once lived, to experience life that she has never experienced before.

Yes, that might be his way of loving her. To let her go. To die, so that she can move on.

With him alive, Lou will be forced to continue staying by his side, taking care of his needs. He will be just like her family that bound her to her town. Hence, Will cannot live selfishly, and he also cannot bear the possibility that one day in the future, Lou will regret being bounded by him, should they live on happily ever after.

Hence, I understand why he choose to die. Because firstly, he cannot let go of the perfect life in the past as compared to his current state, and secondly, he also does not want to be selfish to clip the wings of Lou.

While coming to the above conclusion to help me better accept the ending of the movie, I am still sad. :(

Oh well.. at least this movie left an impression in me.

What do you think of this movie? Leave a comment!

The Lying Blog

There are so many levels of lies in this blog...

First of all, what is lying?

Is saying something false lying? Or is saying something true lying?

What about saying something true while claiming to be saying something false?

In any case, this blog is meant to be a "public" blog as opposed to the "secret" blog.

So, does this public blog being inactive means that the secret blog is inactive too?

Or is it inverse?

Thanks for the 2M~

Thank you all who visited this blog on this day~ Haha~

Will update this once the main blog is updated~