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The one that got away

2012-02-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

I listened to this song before when it first came out, but it didn't really had an impact then. Until I listened to this version,

And then suddenly, I felt the full impact of this song. Haha, and for the first time, I listened to this song closely, and realise just how amazing the lyrics were. Haha. I strongly believe it is because I felt that this version of the song suits the lyrics better... 有唱到那个意境.
"
In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
"
And... this whole thing about "the one that got away"... and "in another life, I would make you stay"... certainly made me felt something when I listened to this song. Oh, to side track a bit... I got reminded of "那些年" too, about this "in another life" and "parallel universe", which is about the same thing, and I believe 九把刀 confirm agree to "in another life, I would make you stay", from the last scene, as mentioned in http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/12/watching-2nd-time.html . So... yeah...

Anyway, I highly doubt you will come back to read my blog, but I guess I shall dedicate this song for you, the one that got away. 祝你幸福~

BUSY

2012-02-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

The reason why there's a lack of update....

But actually come to think of it.. it's just Tuesday.. but why do I feel that a lot of things have already happened??

Let's see....

Sunday:

Met up with Enci, Jean and Caleb.
Met up with VECE as well as Marian.

Monday:
Soci soc meeting until 11pm

Tuesday:
Second meditation session, and bumped into JianRong there! ZOMG, if I knew that he's there since year 1, I would have started meditation during year 1 too! O_O

OK... will update again soon...

SMU bridge open pairs~

2012-01-28T22:50:00.001+08:00

Ranking: 19/40

Oh well~ I think our performance was pretty ok, and pretty average, which explains why our score is also average... just smack in the middle.

Thank you Nelson for partnering me for this event, and I think it's an acceptable score, considering the field today was quite strong.

Oh well~

Mahjong, Steamboat and Drinking

2012-01-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

My free day was supposed to start at 7am, and me and Tingzi actually discussed my morning plan the night before.. which is to wear TJC uniform and go down to TJC to 拜年 with Mr Chan. And I was supposed to be late purposely, like reach school at 730am and kena catch by Mr Tong (our disciplinary master), and when he asked me for my class, I will say "13/05" (TROLL HIM MAX).

However, I was too tired, and so I slept until 8 plus, and rushed down to Noga's house to play mahjong with him, Enci and Kaixiang. ZOMG, 一圈输 $35. ZzzzzzzOMG. Oh well~ 愿赌服输~

After that, I went down to school for soci soc and geog soc combined steamboat.

It's a nice experience to eat steamboat in the deck, and I'm glad I got to know more people in school~ And I actually found another TJC LEP junior. =)

After eating for around... 2hours plus I think, we bid farewell, and soci soc proceed on to the school's bar, Archie's, to drink. We ordered a cocktail and a shot, and after playing some games, taking some photos and singing some songs, we went back home~

The notebook

2012-01-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

Quote:

"Do you think that our love can create miracles?"
"Yes I do.... that's what brings you back to me each time."
"Do you think our love can take us away together?"
"I think our love can do anything we want it to."
"I love you."
"I love you Allie."
"Good night."
"Good night, I'll be seeing you."

* * * * * *

And I broke my CNY resolution because of this beautiful love story. I'm glad I finally watched this movie after so long. Really really beautiful.

心若止水

2012-01-24T01:50:00.002+08:00

说真的，要达到心若止水的境界...不是说不可以，但我觉得跟达到“无欲”的境界差不多... 我相信我是错的，又或者，我希望我是错的。

总而言之，我希望这十五天，我可以保持心若止水，不要有任何负面思想...

And just in case some friends start to 胡思乱想 again, this post is related to work/school, and not relationships.

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2012-01-23T12:31:00.001+08:00

CNY resolution: No negative emotions for as long as possible! And as usual, no vulgarities during the whole 15 days too!

May this dragon year be an awesome year for all fellow dragons~

Insert "scream" face

2012-01-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

this one:

Lol. I can't believe this...

A new face actually appeared in my mind for the whole of today.... 说真的，我跟她不熟，但不知道为什么，一整天竟然时不时会想到她... -_- 难道... ?

And this is when the mind takes over the heart, and remind myself that this is going to be the BUSIEST SEMESTER of my entire life, with 6 modules as well as new sociology society initiatives coming up.

So meanwhile... 随缘吧~ 走一步看一步~

Thursday and Friday~

2012-01-22T12:25:00.001+08:00

There weren't much to blog about Thursday actually, besides the fact that I think my philosophy lecturer has a nice sense of humour. Haha. Even though this is the first time I got enrolled in a class of less than 20 people for philosophy class, I believe I will be enjoying this module, even though it will be the most mentally exhausting philo mod I have taken so far.

* * *

Friday started off with Louhei in soci soc room, and once again, our louhei only have the 料 without the rest of the 菜... -_-" (second time already) After that, it's our high tea session with soci majors and professors, and I must say I had a very meaningful conversation with one of my professor, which lasted for around 50minutes. I took his module a year ago, and it was one of the hardest soci mod I have taken, although it was also one of the module which I learned the most out of it after that. Like what he said, "Good things doesn't come easy". We talked mostly about academic stuff, and I am glad to hear an interesting theory from him, about one particular sociologist theorising that the reason why workers did not have a revolution is because they calculated everything and choose not to. Haha.

And after the high tea session, it's our soci soc outing, where we went out of school to play lan. But, before that, we dropped by central forum to watch this fashion runway organised by NUS business school. After watching, we left school, and went down to Dhoby Ghaut, where we had dinner at this halal restaurant beside the lan shop, and then played lan. We played L4D2, and I must say that being in the same team as Ruzaini is both amusing and frustrating at the same time. OMG, when his teammates kena incapped, he simply look at them and laughed. SERIOUSLY. ZOMG. That was how our team died within 3min... -_-

But anyway, it was still a fun experience, and I am glad we managed to have this outing before CNY. Thanks Ivan!

Bridge game at NUSS Guild House / SCkYemo supper~

2012-01-22T04:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the first time I stepped into our NUSS guild house, and I must say it reminds me of a country club. Haha. So anyway, we played the annual UNDERGRADUATE-GRADUATE game over there, and I must say it's a nice experience =) After playing 12 rounds of bridge, it's home sweet home, and I thought that's the end of the day.

However, there was an impromptu SCkYemo meet up, so... in the end, I found myself outside, driving from Esplanade to Orchard Road, then from Dhoby Ghaut to Ang Mo Kio. Eventually, I had supper at Serangoon Gardens, and when I reached home, it's 3 plus...

Tonight's HTHT made me realised a few things, and I must say one of them is definitely an important lesson in life. Oh well, wish them all the best, and may 受伤的人早日康复~

Teoheng with Ruzaini and friends

2012-01-19T12:55:00.001+08:00

Lol~ unfortunately I can't think of a better name, so I decided to use the organiser's name as the title of this group~ so anyway, yeah... That was what happened last night, Teoheng!

I think they started singing from 7, but because I had lecture, and the lecturer actually released us late, I reached the ktv at around 9:20pm. We sang until slightly past 11pm, and I must say its a new experience for me, to sing with this group of friends (Eric, Nat, Zhenyu, Fabian, Mervyn, Vicki and Ruzaini). In the beginning, I was damn excited to hear Ruzaini sing, because he mentioned in the afternoon that he can sing "She's gone"! Omg imbal! For those friends who have sang K often enough with me before, you will know that this song is imbal hard:

And so, I was damn excited to listen to him sing this song. But alas, when we sang the song together, Ruzaini go and sing 2 octaves lower -.- oh well~ on a side note, I realized that I sang this song better if it's the first few songs for me. Lol, and my explanation for this is something that's counter-intuitive... usually people who sing needs to warm up their voice and 开声, but for me I think it's something like using mana to sing such songs, so must sing it in the beginning, when my mana is still full. Lol. Oh well~

So anyway, the whole session was entertaining, though it's unlike most of my other KTV sessions, but it's still interesting to listen to Malay songs and watch everyone singing along. Haha. Finally, I got the chance to sing duet with Vicki, and even though we only sang... 2 duets together? I can feel that she's a "唱K的料". Lol. 不愧是choir 出生的。 So.. yeah.. a pity that we didn't get to sing more, but 有唱好过没唱过。Though the possibility is not very high (she will know why), I do hope and look forward to singing with her again in the future. Haha.

A side note, I was TOTALLY IMPRESSED by Eric last night, because he sang quite a number of Chinese songs. Lol. Jaw-dropping. O_O Oh well, I am running out of time and laptop battery to blog now, so I guess I shall end this entry here. Thank you Ruzaini for organising this K session =)

The status that got 71 likes...

2012-01-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

Honestly, that was totally unexpected, but since it reaches 71 likes, I might as well blog about it... But first, here's the status:
"
Walking towards barber and a man approaches me, "hey bro, I just lost my wallet. Can u lend me $3 so I can go home?"
"Where u live?"
"Katong."
"(give a serious face) Oh! I'm going there too! Let's go there together now la, we take bus~"
"... Erm... Actually nvm..."

-_-"

"

Yup~ So... apparently, it suits the 胃口 of my friends, which explains why so many of them liked this~ But anyway, personally, I think I just did that because I felt like it at that moment. 出其不意~ I believe most people will either just give him the money, or just walk away, treating him like someone who gives flyers. So.. yeah... in actual fact, I talked to him a bit... asking him whether he made a police report (with the intention of walking him to the police post which was nearby). Another comment under that thread goes like this:

I did asked him that in between, but he said he reported liao. so I think just ask him walk with me to take bus lor, to which he hummed and told me "actually nvm.. I meeting my friend, maybe he can lend me $50." , and I was thinking to myself, "then why the fk do u need $3 from me?" -.-

So.. yeah.. from his answer I more or less believe that he is in actual fact, a scammer. Anyway, back to what I mentioned earlier on.. 出其不意... I think I like to do such stuff. A quick example I can think of now is in this post: http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2007/01/quick-entry-in-morning.html
"
There are also interesting things happening...
Me: Good morning...blah blah blah blah...
Girls: (shake heads) Sorry we are not interested..
One of them: (offer this pokke biscult) [I believes she was joking]
Ck: (sounds super innocent) Can I really have one?
Girl: (stunned by me taking her seriously) Ya....(Friends around her were laughing)
Ck: Thank you! (And I took one).

Dunno how long later...
Me: ( With my apparently lousy memory) ( I swear that my memory was lousy) Good morning...
Girls: You approached us just now. ( Laughing)
Girl: (hand me the biscult box) Still want one?
Ck: Oh! I remember! (with my very innocent voice) Can I really have one more?
Girl: (stunned by my second time taking her seriously) Ya.. sure!
Ck: Thank you! (And I took one.)
"
Yup... So.. I guess it's just natural for me to do that to the scammer right? Lol. Oh well~

伯牙绝弦

2012-01-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

算是我突然胡思乱想，突然间竟想到了你和这首歌:

说真的，倘若有一天你突然像子期一样，我的人生一定会有非常大的改变。或许，就像伯牙绝弦一样的改变吧...

Thoughts for these few days....

2012-01-16T20:41:00.005+08:00

Before that, I shall blog about the dream I had this morning first...

It was a simple dream.. I dreamt that I was playing this board game with someone (can't remember who). There are 3 different units in this game, the two players playing, and the banker. The objective is to buy some property and win your opponent, and we will take turns to be the banker. So when I am playing, the other person will be the banker and vice versa. I vaguely remember that we need to try and convince each other to borrow money from the bank and then make each other in debts or something.. but oh well, I can't really remember the details, and ta-da, I woke up from my sleep.

That's all. Blogging it out for fun, in case I encounter such a game in the future, here's a record.

* * * * * *

I have quite a few thoughts these few days, but unfortunately, as of now, I can only remember one.. so I think I shall just blog about it here~

It's actually kind of like a clarification here... because I have heard some stuff about me recently. So... here goes:

To my horror, I realised that sometimes, people really think too much. And I'm really surprised how people can make associations and draw connections regarding certain things. Though I didn't hear the exact things, but just by hearing stuff like "旧情复燃” and “last minute KS" confirmed that my guess was correct. So for those who think they know what I am talking about, here's my message to you guys... "Sorry, you got it all wrong."

I don't really know who started this whole thing, and I can only suspect that it's the person herself. But whatever the case, unfortunately, you are not the reason for any of my emo posts within the past few months. Really. Maybe I hope you would be the reason, because at least it shows that I still have a target out there. But sadly, no.

And since I touched on this topic, I think I need to bring up a question my friend asked me not too long ago, when we were talking about relationship stuff. I told them I have gotten over my past, and one of them asked me, "Then 你在emo什么？"

I honestly don't know how to answer that question in a way that most people can understand. I tried answering another friend a similar question, by saying "Life in general". Seriously. I am not trying to smoke or anything. That's the real reason. Not because of any particular person, but rather, because of life as a whole. Maybe it's just my life as a whole, I'm not too sure about that.

Maybe there will be a day when I can give a more understandable answer, but till then, I can only rely on this blog post, to clarify that it's not because of any one person. So... yeah, whichever girl that I have encountered in the past, 我早就放下了~ 很抱歉，目前的我，选择"自爱"与"自私"，而不是"痴情"。或许有一天，我会遇到一个我愿意为她痴情的人，但目前没有这样的一个人。

Back from FSLC (FASS student leader camp)~

2012-01-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

I'm starting this entry on the bus, just cleared customs...

This 3D2N camp was a nice experience, and I must say that I totally did not regret making the decision to come for this camp.

Let's begin from the first day, when we met in sch in the evening for registration and briefing. We left the school after that and set off for Kota Tinggi. After about 2 hours, we reached the resort, and we immediately start off with a simple introduction . One thing that is obviously different this year, as compared to my previous SLIC, is that I'm no longer the only representative of my CCA; in fact, the representatives from my CCA makes up one third of the entire camp. Lol. So we were like one big group of people who are always making jokes (of Ruzaini) and havin fun in the beginning.

After a simple briefing and some sharing of objectives, we had supper at the place, and then it's our own free time~ Obviously, we did not sleep immediately. We all went to Ruzaini's room, where he shared some ghost stories with all of us. After that, we decided to call it a night, and that marks the end of our first night.... until we returned to our room.

Anyway, there is this memorable part of the first night, when we first entered our room. The accommodation we had was such that our rooms are in a row. Our guys were splitted into two different rooms, right next to each other. So, when me, Ivan and Hong Ngiap first entered our room, we were excited when we saw an extra door in our room, at the wall between our room and the other guys' room. However, the door was locked and blocked by a bed. So, while the two of them tried to move the bed away and unlock the door, I walked over to the other room to ask them to do the same, so that we can connect our rooms together. HOWEVER, when I entered the other room, to my HORROR, there was no door at all, just a typical brick wall. So... yeah, I just rushed back and told the two about this, and we decided to just leave the door locked, together with the bed. So anyway, after we came back to the room to sleep (after Ruzaini's ghost stories), something comical happened. Initially, Hong Ngiap was supposed to take the bed beside the extra door, but after coming back, he requested to swap beds with me and Ivan (who is taking the double bed). None of us wanted to change bed with him, so in the end, we just shift the entire bed such that the 3 of us slept in one row. LOL. Guardsman ftw. Damn funny come to think of it. Hahaha. So that marks the end of our first night~

* * *

The second day is definitely the most Shiong day, because we spent the entire day outdoors, doing rock climbing, Abseiling, flying fox, Indiana Jones, Swimming pool challenge and Kayak Polo. Besides abseiling and flying fox, the other activities are new to me, and I must say I'm very happy to be given this opportunity to try them~

Rock climbing was challenging to me, and I can't believe we actually got scammed by our first climber, who made the entire rock wall looked like a piece of cake. Lol. So when I first went up the wall, and reaches the part where the wall started to tilt outwards, I found myself... stuck. Lol. Like totally can't hold the rock at all, my whole body weight is like pulling me backwards. So anyway, eventually, I gave up, because my forearms were totally shagged out. So.. yeah.. moving on~

Abseiling was just like how I remembered it to be like, fun~ Ever since Guardsman's rappelling, I think I have been ok with similar stuff like abseiling, and I really like the way I get to control the speed I come down, applying 'brake' whenever I feel like it. Haha, so in the end, I think I took 3~5 bounces to come down the wall =) Oh, one thing I must add about abseiling is when Ruzaini did it. I'm glad that he eventually completed it, but in the beginning, he said "OMG, this is my judgement day!", which was freaking funny, because all along, he said he was ok with heights, but last minute on the tower he said such things. Damn funny. Hahahaha, but at least he managed to go down safely in the end, so.. for that, I'm proud of him~ =)

Indiana Jones was a hell of an experience, and it's REALLY THE MOST EPIC GAME ever. Haha, for most of the time, I was amused by Ruzaini, because he one man can influence the entire chain of platforms. Damn funny. I tried it myself too, and I must say the art of maintaining your balance on top is quite.. profound. Lol, especially when you have other people on other platforms too. I managed to reach the second platform, but immediately fell off the platform and found myself in the muddy water :/ But still, the overall experience was fun, and I must salute Ivan for completing the entire station. Haha. Nice one~ Here's a picture of Indiana Jones station:

Kayak Polo was probably the game when I felt the happiest, because it was this one moment when I felt the entire team (the whole camp were split into two teams) cheering together happily, when we scored our first goal. Thankfully, our Kayak didn't capsize, so.. yeah.. whew.

After we washed up, it's dinner time, and after that we played this game called "Zoom out" or something... a game that I actually first encountered during my NUS summit 2011. I decided to just keep quiet about the fact that I know the essence of this game, since I believe the process of finding the answers was important and fun (the good feeling when you discover the answer yourself is like being enlightened). So, eventually, someone suggested the answer and everyone just started playing the game. One thing I noted which was different from the last time I played this game was that our camp loves to joke. A simple question of "how big is your rooster" was somehow extremely funny, and soon, we just burst into laughters along the way. (With quotes like, "Can you see the turtle?", "The red bikini girl...", "My character is around the size of my thumb", "Your one is bigger than mine") Finally, we went for supper again, and it's back to our bedrooms again.

The night was rather hilarious, because of an impromptu wrestling match between Ruzaini and Poh. Lol. I think if I was 8 years younger, I would definitely have joined in. But instead, I decided to be the camera man, video-ing all the epic moments that we will definitely laugh at when we look back in the future.

After wrestling, the girls went back to their room, and then the guys decided to do a bit of man's talk. Lol. But obviously I wun blog about it, because whatever was said in the room stays in the room. So.. yeah, after that, it's the end of the second night~

* * *

The last day was raft-making challenge! And once again, it was a funny moment, when Ruzaini offered to push the raft when I was on it. When we were like around 5m away from shore, he said, "Oh no, I can't feel the ground... I can't swim!!!", and in the end, we need to reverse and change people. Lol. It's damn epic, but oh well, at least he wanted to try, so it's not too bad. After the activity, it's finally the end of camp, and we went back to our rooms to wash up, and after a final debrief and a journey down our memory lane, it's back to Singapore~

* * * * * *

Overall, I find this camp enjoyable, and I am really glad that I came for this camp, despite the fact that I came back with muscle aches at my arms and shoulders. Lol. One person that made this camp so good, is definitely Ruzaini. Lol, without any intention to offend him, I really think that he is a one-of-a-kind character who managed to make the entire camp enjoy ourselves so much. He became the common topic for laughter in this camp, like how he one person affect the entire chain during Indiana Jones, or how the rest of Soci Soc uses his catch phrases all the time, and how he immediately made a first impression during the first night:

NUS staff: "This place is a rainforest resort... please do not leave any food in your room, because when you turn off your light... what happen?" (I believe his expected the answer to be "ants/insects will come"
Ivan: "Ruzaini will come and eat your food."

Totally LOL moment there. Till now I am still laughing hard at this joke. Lol. I believe it really takes something for someone to be able to tolerate all these jokes and so on one, so.. yeah.. this camp wun be as fun if not for Ruzaini~

A great start to 2012 =)

Off to Malaysia~

2012-01-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

Initially, I wanted to blog out a new 创作.. but unfortunately, it wasn't complete yet, and I lost my inspiration for it... so hopefully, I will be able to finish it someday.

6 modules a sem was.... so far ok... even though I feel quite tired even though it's just the first week. My philosophy level 3 module was... "WTF". Like seriously. The module description in the CORS website (the website we always go to to see what modules to take) is TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THE ACTUAL MODULE. During my lecture last night, the professor said, "Also, a note on the module description. The module is called "Recent Philosophy," but this title does not match the official course description at all (which sounds like it was writting around 1970). So ignore the official module description: the correct description is the one I've posted on IVLE. The actual theme for this module is 'Time and experience'."

And so... luckily, I am also interested in this topic (which was covered in Metaphysics), so thus I am ok with continuing with this module. Oh well~

Ok.. so now, I am going to Malaysia with Soci soc, for some sort of student leaders camp, which should be highly similar to http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/09/slic-2010.html . So.. yea~ that's all for this update~

《避世》

2012-01-10T23:12:00.004+08:00

你要的，不是我要的

你在乎的，不是我在乎的

因为这样，我不能给你你要的

我要的，不是你要的

我在乎的，不是你在乎的

因为这样，你一直对我有着非常多的不满

你的想法不会改变，

我的想法也不会改变。

与其像现在这样子，

你不满意我，我也听不下你的冷言冷语

倒不如给我一双翅膀，让我离开你

如果有一艘船，我希望自己能漂流到一个没有人的荒岛

在那里，我不需要对任何人交代

在那里，我可以做真正的自己

2012 new year resolution~

2012-01-08T19:14:00.001+08:00

This is 1 week late.. but still, 迟写好比没写好~

I hope that in this 2012:

1) I will still be able to study year 4, and if I can't, I will be happily working.
2) Be able to meet up with Sckyemo at least 10 times.
3) Still sing K, and be able to record at least one nice duet to be posted on youtube.
4) To be able to hang out outside school with my uni juniors.
5) To speak more time with my family.
6) Be more fit, less fat.
7) To meet VESCEL often.
8) To get at least 1 more A in uni.
9) Get better ranking in NUS open pairs.

And I guess that's all I can think of at this moment~

清明上河图

2012-01-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

The last Saturday of the holiday was spent at Expo, together with Dean, Ow and Yuanting. We went to this 清明上河图 exhibition there, and I think it was not bad. I think we spent around 1 hour plus inside, and after viewing the 动感清明上河图, we left the place, planning to go Changi City Point for dinner. On our way there, we walked past the John Little expo sales, and in the end we end up buying $60 worth of snacks. Lol. Damn auntie and uncle.Finally, we found ourselves at Changi City Point, enjoying dinner, followed by ice-cream dessert. After that, it's home sweet home~

NEX meetup with Shawn and Shijia, Soci soc chalet 2012~

2012-01-06T18:22:00.001+08:00

And this marks the 5th time I met up with Shawn since he came back from his SEP, and this time round, we met up with Shijia, and we had lunch at NEX.

We shared a lunch set meant for 3/4 people, and after eating for around an hour, we decided to walk around. And since there is an arcade in the area, I decided to go there to try break my highscore (because I can feel that I have the chance to do so). And TA-DA~ I managed to break my highscore for the 1min-5 stages machine, and I am damn happy~

After that, I rushed home to prepare for the soci soc chalet, and by the time I reached the chalet, it's around 7, and the BBQ fire has already been started. One epic thing about our BBQ is that EVERYTHING ALSO CHICKEN. Lol.

We ate the food anyway, and then went to into the room for some drinking game, and I must say that I finally came across someone whose 酒量非常差, damn funny. She started becoming another person after a few sips, and all of us didn't realised until she became sober 4 hours later. Anyway, after one round of drinking, we went to Downtown East to watch Sherlock Holmes. It was a pretty nice movie I must say, and after that, it's going back to chalet for drinking game round 2.

After our one bottle of Vodka was finished, some of us knocked out, while the rest of us started sharing ghost stories. Eventually, I also knocked out, so.. that marks the end of the soci soc chalet, since we checked out early in the morning~ -_-

Update for the past 2 days~

2012-01-05T02:55:00.001+08:00

I have been doing a lot of backdating for this year's blog entries... and I guess this should be a good thing (think positive!), because it means that I have been very busy ever since the start of 2012. So... let's see... what happened on the 3rd day of 2012?

I went out with my uni friends/juniors~ Yay, finally we met! Although in the end only left with 4 of us meeting (Guobin, Michelle, Eeyen and me), I'm still glad we met up~ So, we had lunch at Tampines 1, where Eeyen actually heard Guobin's order wrongly. Lol. Poor Guobin. After lunch, we headed towards Michelle's house for Mahjong, and now, I must remember that I shall never sit as Eeyen's 下家，because his discards are always unfriendly one (which should be the case for pros). Haha. A few epic things happened, like how Guobin last tile 放炮 to Eeyen's 四台. Damn sian. Haha. And also how Michelle's mum appeared and 高人指点 her.

After Mahjong, I went to Tampines central, where I bought myself a new T-shirt, and also played the arcade basketball machine and achieved my new record~ ^^

Woot! 675!!! And now I know how it's like to feel "on form". Yay~

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As for today, I met up with my fellow Sckyemos at Tampines! We had a nice dinner, and as usual, chit chat for quite some time. We went to the Sunplaza park, only to discover that the swing there is different (it's this kind of big swing in which you can lie down on it). We spent about an hour there, and eventually, I drove them home, because it was too late for last bus.

What happened on the first 2 days of 2012~

2012-01-03T03:18:00.000+08:00

Ok~ I hope everyone have had a good new year~ =)

For me, I was busy for the whole of new year's day... the first few hours were spent playing Dota, with JuayKai as well as my primary school friends like Zuhua and Cheemeng. After that, I slept and wake up for K with Danny, Zoe, Yuxuan, Yuanting and Zhenbin~

Singing K with these friends is really a wonderful experience. A pity Danny's voice wasn't in good condition, but he still managed to perform a few nice songs~ This is also the first time I sang K with Yuxuan, and I must say that he is GOOD! Haha, he knows LOTS of songs, and he is also another entertaining singer~ Hahahaha.

So in the end, we recorded 6 videos and 21 audio files, and some of them were REALLY damn funny, like Danny's X-rated video, and also his PK video with Yuxuan. After singing with 4 hours, we took the train to Holland V, where we ate pizza. The shop is called crusted pizza, or something like that, and their roast duck pizza is good! I think it taste better than Timbre's.

After dinner, I left the group and head towards Lavender, where I met up with Jiaqun, Maurice, Wenkai and Evelyn for our stayover for new year~ We watched TV, played some rounds of Taboo, Big 2 and chit chat through the night~ We talked about quite a lot of stuff I think.. but mostly related to our future~ So anyway, because Eve's birthday is coming, we decided to help her celebrate her birthday too~

Eventually, we fell asleep and woke up at 10+, check out, and went for brunch. Jiaqun went home first, and Maurice left to meet up with his girlfriend, so in the end only Evelyn and me went for Brunch. I finally got to eat the famous 老伴豆花, and I must say that I am slightly disappointed with its taste. Maybe it's because of mass production that the standard dropped, but it wasn't as awesome as another 豆花 that I ate recently. So, after eating brunch, we left the place, and I went home.

On my way home, I thought that will be the end of my day, but I was surprised to see some of my Malaysia relatives at the coffeeshop near my house, with my Mother, Brother and Sister. So, I joined them for lunch~ Hahaha. And then I went home to sleep a bit, and was expecting the day to just end like that, without other things.

BUT, I received some whatsapp message at around 9, and in the end, I found myself at the Changi Airport with my Sckyemos, gaining weight at the Swensens there.We had desserts and chit chat there all the way until 2am in the morning. And finally, that concludes the first 2 days of my 2012~

I think my new year resolution will be blogged out soon~ Still need some time to think through it..

Summary post of 2011

2011-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

The time has come for the last blog entry for the year 2011. And so I took 3 days to read through the 211 entries of 2011... and ta-da~ here I am, concluding my 2011 in a single entry. Like last year, many things happened this year, and I got to know new friends this year~

To start off, here is a picture of the change from last year:

And to look at 2011 in chronological order:

January - it's the start of year 2 semester 2, with me getting to know soci soc better this month. It's also the beginning of the 三国杀 "era", where we are all just too addicted to the game. Oh, reading the entries of this month, I can't help but to be curious... What was between lyt and hzb that two friends actually asked me whether they are getting married? Hmmmm...

February - Reading through the entries of this month, I can sense the beginning of my 低潮期 of the year.. and I can also see that 三国杀 is taking a lot of my time....

March - And the low tide of February seep through March, and with all my deadlines piling up too, my blog is quite uninteresting during this month...

April - For the first time in my life, I am paying more attention to local politics. And also because the general elections is round the corner this month, I blogged more about it too~

May, June, July - School holidays! With great things like the various camps, as well as evil things like reservist, my May June July were eventful~

August - The start of school, and also the period when there are the most OG outing (whether it's soci camp or Arts Camp).

September - this should be the month when I thought about a lot of things regarding relationships... Oh well~

October - My busiest week ever in this year, happened to be one of the weeks in October. Nothing much to comment otherwise..

November - Study break and exams...

December - Holidays~ and I can see that I K alot this holiday. Lol. Woot.

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Ok.. reading through this year's entries, I must say that...this year is an eventful one, though not as eventful as last year, but still... eventful enough. Lol. Towards the end of this year, I think I feel.. happier, as compared to last year. If last year's happiness was because of the events that happened, then this year's happiness will be because of friends that appeared. Speaking of friends... towards the end of this year, I must admit that I feel more lonely, then the past few years, and it's because one of my best friends, Enci, is not in Singapore. He went for NOC, and will be away for 1 year. But thankfully, he still called back once in a while, and I am glad that we get to know about each other's 近况~ On another note, I am glad to know new friends this year, like Guobin, Eeyen, Tzehao, Michelle, Jocelyn and Tingyun. I believe it's Soci camp this year that helped us bond together as a clique, and I am glad that finally, I have found a group of people who shared similar interest, and speak in similar frequency in uni. Finally. Lol.

Moving on, this year is also the year when I begin the "胡言" series in this blog. Partly inspired by Jiamin's 私房梦话, I decided to have this series of post in Chinese~ So.. yeah. Just a special mention. Lol. Of course, being slightly related, I can tell that my thinking have changed this year. For good or for worse, I don't know. Like I take people less seriously now, especially when they say things like, "We will meet up", and because of this, I let a lot of things slide past me. Lol, the good thing is that I no longer feel disappointed, because sh!t always happens, so by acknowledging that fact, everything becomes more acceptable. But that is not all, the main change in my mindset this year, is about getting into a relationship. Ever since the change in my mindset, getting into a relationship is one of the lowest priority in my life. Knowing myself, I know that it's extremely rare to find another person who can understand my thoughts and way of thinking, and by accepting the possibility that I will never ever find such a person in the future, it's sort of a 解脱。Of course, my mindset might change anytime, just like how I changed into this one this year, but at least, meanwhile, I can 努力改进，成为一个更好的人。So.. yeah... one thing I have to point out, is this change of mindset this year.

A few big events happened this year, and one of them is definitely the soci soc AGM this year. Just nice, this year was our country's election year, I got to experience how candidates felt first hand. One of the feelings that I must blog about, is definitely that 不到开票的最后一刻，每个候选人真的还有机会。Oh crap, I can't express it well properly.. But I believe the future CK will understand. So just skip this~ Lol. Ok.. and I guess that should be all for my summary for the year 2011~

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Ok... And now, it's time to look at my 2011 new year resolution, and see how many of them were achieved this year...

1) To return to my CAP 4 days... to aim for at least 1 A per semester~
2) To be able to go overseas with friends
3) To be able to enjoy my CCA life
4) To be able to maintain contact and meet up at least twice with 庄子's friends
5) To at least try to be involved in IFG bowling 2011
6) To fulfil my promise with J, made roughly 6 months ago
7) To be sure of my feelings~
8) To continue being able to go for ShengShiong KTV... or maybe even do something else together~
9) To blog more than 150 entries here~
10) To remain happy =)

At a glance... Ok! Not too bad~ out of 10, only 2 were red... And 5 of them were nicely done. Lol... So anyway, starting from number 1... OK... I will definitely do better this coming sem, because if not, I will be graduating. So.. yeah... Jiayou Ck!

For 2), Ok.. not exactly the kind of going overseas I had in mind.. but still, http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/07/back-from-batam.html, going overseas for bridge competition under the team name: NUS(FTW), I think it's good too... Yay. =)

For 3), with regards to this, I believe I meant Soci soc instead of bridge, and after reading this year's entries, I think I have been enjoying my time with them, and also playing SanGuoSha with them. Lol.

For 4), Yellow = In betweens. I did manage to meet up with one of them in school, regularly for lunch. But I know when I made this resolution, I meant something more. But nonetheless, it was great to be able to meet her~

For 5), OK... This is one super sian incident. This year, they actually cancelled IFG for bowling. =( Boohoo. so.. nothing I can do to prevent this from failing...

For 6), "Fulfilling my promise with J"... I still remember that scene, when we 勾勾手，to go for arts camp again this year. And ta-da~ http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/day-0-and-day-1-of-arts-camp-2011.html . Thank you =)

8), yeah, 2 KTV session this year. I think it's considered a success.

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Reading through my old entries, I must say that some of the entries really revived my memories for the year... and I shall start with the special mentions section of this summary entry:

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/02/blog-post_09.html HAHAHAHA, I really still remember that conversation!!! It's about seeing medical officer (riddle). Haha. Just another additional clue for the future CK in case he forgets. One of the best MSN conversation I had with them. Hahahaha..

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/04/late-night-thoughts-vickis-21st.html - I love the conversation between me and my nephew mentioned in this entry. Really.
Quote:
"
So, I asked him, "你懂 A B C 吗？是谁教你的？"
he replied, "是学校的老师；在那之前是妈妈".
So, I carry on asking, "你懂喜欢和不喜欢hor,是谁教你的？"
And he replied... "妈妈！"
LOL. Ok, 谜底解开了！ -_- Bobian, I must believe in his answer, so... yup... I think I shall just buy this answer until I bother to rethink this whole issue again...
"

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/04/cks-take-on-ge-2011.html - "So obviously, GE2011 is more interesting than GEM2901". LOL. I actually thought of that line? LOL.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/04/blog-post_26.html - I actually blogged about this... WOW. So... yeah, what is my answer to this question? Sadly, till now, I do not have my answer... yet. But I special mention this entry because... haha, I think I should have an answer to this.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/sheng-shiong-gathering-morning-mahjong.html - I'm glad we still meet up~ Really.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/mob-and-soci-precamp.html - Woot~ My first video that I wrote the entire script of~ Haha, and I'm glad I found good actors for the video~

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/08/thoughts-about-end-of-holidays.html - An entry that sort of serve as a mid year check point for this blog.. summarising my June holiday~

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/11/audiomob-and-shinnis-21st-birthday.html - My very first audiomob! So cool! Haha.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/12/to-be-updated-when-i-wake-up.html - 难得有电影这么成功, so special mention lor...

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Ok.. and after special mentioning a few entries, it's time for the Top 10 entries of 2011:

1) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/01/soci-soc-chalet.html - Chalet!!! While reading this entry, memories of the chalet start to flow back into my mind... especially how I managed to use 小强精神 in Poker. Epic totally.

2) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/01/cks-simple-guide-to.html - 三国杀，definitely one of the most important thing in my 2011 life. It's the game that allowed me to know the ex soci soc people better, and allow me to become closer with them. Yup. So this entry definitely earn it's way to be included as one of the top 10 entries this year. Woot. Besides soci soc, I also played this game with other people, such as bridge people and also VESCEL. So.. yeah. I even joined a competition this year because of this game!

3) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/02/cny-day-3-and-day-4.html - 过了十年，终于再一次的回到母亲的娘家。Simply because of the family ties, this entry is included as top 10.

4) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/02/blog-post_13.html - Like how this entry started off... finally, after 4 years, 13/05 classmates are together in Ow's house for CNY! =) Definitely worth remembering, thanks Ow!

5) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/04/last-day-of-school-and-first-match-of.html - Finally, managed to re-establish contact with my neighbours, my 青梅竹马, and this entry also mentioned about the lunch with Lynn, and I can still remember the "intellectual" conversation we had, about Destiny and Fate. Hahaha~ Worth being in the top 10 list of this year~

6) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/05/nus-summit-2011-and-after-thoughts.html - I thought about this.. and I think I die die also must make this entry top 10. For one, I enjoyed this year's summit a lot more, and I think I'm closer to this year's group people as compared to last year's. The activities were also fun! Also, I think I have shown a different side of me during the summit, which eventually led to me winning the best camper for my group. I also start to know myself more... I think. Like how I enjoy making people laugh, whether it is laughing at my jokes, or laughing at me making lame jokes. To sidetrack a bit... for me, 我的目的很简单：我想让你会心一笑，不管是你笑我的笑话，还是笑我弄的笑话，只要你有笑，我的目的就达成，我也心满意足了。Of course, there is this tiny riddle about 2 lines crossing, and usually, it's because of such things happening that make me even more happy. Haha. Oh, and one thing about Ops 36 mentioned in this entry... I FORGOT WHY IT IS CALLED OPS 36, but.. thankfully I still remember what ops it is. Hahahahaha. Nice one Darrell. And thanks to Arjun, I remembered why it was Ops 36, because there were 36 hours left. Hahahahha.

7) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/05/pirates-of-caribbean-4.html - Supper with Danny Zoe and Yuxuan. Definitely worth mentioning. This is one of the memory which I will not want to forget: how we drive at night for supper. It's really a good experience, navigating with another friend in another car towards a supper place. So.. yup~

8) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/arts-camp-2011-and-after-thoughts.html - 我真的成熟了，思想上有了变化，也因此，我彻底了享受了这一次的 Arts camp, and also the camps that follows~

9) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/12/ss-ktv.html - Probably the most enjoyable KTV session this year, since it's really really rare to find a girl who can and is willing to sing the duets together. Thanks Kim. And also not forgetting Mbi, another one of my favourite 歌友。

10) http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/12/sckyemo-meetup.html - Really. This entry records my memories with my very close friends, SCkYemo people, as well as my 挚友。I will not forget how we sat by the sea, listening to each other's stories and the sound of the sea, and also how we sang emo songs together, and get fat together too. Lol. Also, I came to get reminded that 挚友不愧是挚友，思想竟然一样。So, for friendship, this entry definitely belongs to the top 10 list of 2011.

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This might probably be the section that my loyal readers have been waiting for.. the "answer key" for the riddles of 2011~

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/01/sleepy-entry.html - What Tingzi told me was simple, she saw my name on my friend's blog. Haha. That's all.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/01/thoughts-at-2am.html - The riddle is about people.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post_26.html - I'm glad I still remember this message for the future CK, which refers to me and the rest of the future CKs. Hahahha, oh well, the "good luck" didn't work out. But ok la...

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/02/flying-without-target.html So what target was I referring to? 就很简单：没有喜欢的对象~ No target. Really.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/03/random-entry.html - 切记：剑客是用剑的！Be who you are. And regarding the "_ _ is just not that into you", it's about me. At that period, I think I did have a target, but after thinking for some time, I decided that I'm just not that into her, so.. yeah. Nothing happened.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/some-thoughts.html - The riddle in this entry is simple, but maybe shocking to some people. I am prepared to remain single all the way. Yeah, and I told my mum about it, that 我不打算结婚。And of course, the first group of friends who knew about this decision was VESCEL. So.. yeah... As for what 吴老板在洪水波的婚礼上用了一个词形容自己, it's 孤独老人~

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/riddles.html - Arts Camp~

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/06/thoughts.html - Ofriends~ The illusion that I mentioned was the illusion of having a lot of friends. Yup~ like during orientation you add everyone in your OG on Facebook, because you guys enjoy the times spent during those few days. But after that, some of them just disappear, 感觉有点像彼此的友谊只存在于orientation... so.. yeah...

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/08/blog-post.html - 人嘛，有时候就需要一个精神寄托。为另一个人奋斗，有时候，会得到比较好的成绩...

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/08/teoheng-with-scandals.html - If you see a girl that you think you like, and she is attached. What will you do?

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/09/blog-post_29.html - she became single~

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/10/how-i-met-your-mother-season-5-episode.html - In this episode, Ted knew this girl in college, who is his dream girl. But, she was attached. So, he waited. And when she first broke up, he waited a month before finding her, because he didn't want to appear as the "rebound guy". But when he find her, she was attached again. So he waited again, and this time, he waited for 1 week. Once again, she was attached within that one week. And blah blah blah. So basically, the "window", refers to the "window period", when she is single. Yup.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/11/blog-post.html - I think if I remember correctly, it's about this particular friend who "disappeared". But then again.. I am not too sure... GG, one riddle lost.

http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/11/riddle-entry_29.html - VESCEL members seem to be attached to people that has "Ma" as the beginning of their names... Hmmmm

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And I guess this marks the end of the summary entry of 2011. Moving on, to 2012.

13/05 meetup: Dinner and Movie~

2011-12-31T02:25:00.001+08:00

So we had a mini meet up today: Dean, Ow, Wanying, Kanghua and me. We had dinner at Billy Bombers, and I must say it was a good dinner, with us engaging in some intellectual conversation, about the world and society. Haha. It's really damn good, to be able to engage in such conversations once in a while... it's intellectual stimulating I think. Haha.

So after that, we went to watch this movie, which I think is pretty awesome! Haha, 徐克's movie are always nice, and when you add in Jet Li... Hahaha. (Y)

胡言乱语（六）

2011-12-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

很多时候，“妖魔化”是无可避免的。

想想看，“是他/她的错！” 与 “是我的错！”相比，哪一个比较容易接受？比较容易让自己好过一点？比较容易让自己逃避受到的伤，感到的痛？

因此，就慢慢的在对方身上加上恶魔的角，恶魔的尾巴... 等。不知不觉，在自己毫无知觉的情况下，对方被妖魔化了。但也因此，自己的伤因为时间过去了，好多了。

事过境迁，暮然回首，才发现妖魔不是别人，而是自己。

SCkYemo meetup~

2011-12-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

I believe this entry is going to be one of the top 10 entries for 2011, so I shall blog properly for this... My day started off with a lunch meetup with Michelle, at Bedok point, where I explained NUS bidding for her (because for her first semester, I helped her bid as she had driving test on the same day). I must say that I was damn surprised when I first saw her yesterday, because she looked like a celebrity, wearing a cap and sunglasses, basically 看不到脸 one.. like those that 怕狗仔队 and so on. In fact, come to think of it, I'm amazed that I actually recognised her in that state. But anyway, the reason for her appearance is because she kena some skin infection when she went overseas, so she had some sort of outbreak for her face... just her forehead alone got 14 I think.. if I never remember wrongly. So anyway, after we had lunch and I finished teaching her all about bidding, we said goodbyes, and I went home, preparing for the main event for the day: SCkYemo meetup~

We were supposed to meet up at Bedok at 6.30pm, but because poor Yeeleng was trapped at work, I met up with Shawn first, and we went to Bedok Mac to blow aircon for a while, before we eventually meet up with Yeeleng at the hawker centre at around 7.10pm. We had a quick dinner over there, and then proceed on to Teoheng, where we took photos and sang our hearts out over there~

We sang very nice songs over the 3 hours, and initially, that was the end of the day, we would go home at 11. But thankfully, I was able to borrow my dad's car, so the problem of getting back home at night was solved, and we ended up at East Coast park, at around 11 plus, where we 坐在石头上听海，看海，谈心~ That moment was really great, 就很少机会能遇到可以一起分享心事的朋友，而且还是那些你信得过又关心你的朋友~ 说着说着，凌晨一点半，我们就决定到Mac去增肥。

Finally, after supper, I drove them home, and I'm so proud of myself that I actually know how to get home from Serangoon, via the shortest way! Woot. And when I got home, it was around 3 plus am, and I logged on to Facebook, and had a chat with my 挚友。

老实说，我真的有点吓到... 我知道我和你相似，但我有点无法接受我们思想竟然如此相似。就从昨天的谈话，我了解到了... 你现在的想法竟然和我一样。心里不禁感到一点点的欣慰，但更大部分的我，想要把你推回去。界线一旦过了，如你所说，就回不去了。不要，请不要像我现在一样，有这样的想法。有时候我有点不喜欢自己的想法，所以，自然也不想要挚友有相同的想法... 或许，这段话也是我自己对自己说的吧~ 真的很庆幸我的生命中有你，真的好不容易才找到一个“分身”，让我从第二人称的角度看到自己。愿你我在不久的未来，能有跟现在不一样的想法~

Dinner with Dean, Ow and Qianmin @ T3

2011-12-28T12:28:00.003+08:00

As usual, a meal with 13/05 people is always full of laughter. And finally, I GOT TO TAKE THE T3 SLIDE~ Woohoo~

Boxing Day and Kim's 21st birthday party~

2011-12-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

Boxing day started off with a meet up with VESCEL people, although only me, Silas and Evelyn were present (and also Silas' dad). Silas drove us to Adam Road to eat the famous Nasi Lemak, and I must say that it was really worth the journey. (Thanks Silas!) After a nice and satisfying lunch, Silas drove us home~ Looking forward to our VESCEL meetup before Silas fly off~

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Kim's 21st party was held at this Atas chalet beside Changi Aloha. Besides me and Mbi, the rest of the guest that remained were all dancers. Lol. So 有一种非常特别的感觉... Lol. Anyway, basically this is the kind of party where the guest just entertain themselves, so... yeah.. nothing much for me to blog about. I think I will update this entry with a photo when I get my hands on them~ So.. yeah~ Thanks for the invite Kim! =)

No plans party 4~

2011-12-26T11:57:00.001+08:00

一眨眼, I'm at my third No Plans Party already~ WOW.

So this year, we sang K in the afternoon, followed by a steamboat dinner, and end with a bowling game~

As expected, this year, we have new bloods joining us, and we had lots of fun. Teoheng was naturally enjoyable because we like to sing, and there were a few very nice songs that we sang together, such as 那些年~

After singing for 4 hours, we walked to this steamboat restaurant for our dinner, and there were a few epic moments, with the 最经典 being Tracy's "诱人 comment". ZOMG, Jiamin totally 喷饭 on the spot. Lol.

Only 6 of us went for bowling at East coast park after dinner, but it was still fun nonetheless. Jiamin was the most funny one, because apparently, Christmas was her day, so she won all of us with a score of 111 (I got 109) in the first game, but on the second game, because it was past midnight already, she dropped all the way to the bottom. Lol. After bowling 2 games, we all went home, and to me and Zb's horror, there were no longer anymore trains, so in the end I drove him back home (again), and on the way, we actually Hollan -_- because Zb forgot his own exit. So we navigate for a while and eventually, we found our way. In the end, I slept at around 4am~

Overall, I would say it's a good Christmas spent, with friends and also family (to be mentioned later). For the first time in many years, my uncle and aunt actually invited us to eat home cooked food at their place for Christmas! So, yeah... it's great =)

Dinner with 13/05 guys

2011-12-23T23:15:00.003+08:00

is probably one of the most entertaining company you can have dinner with. As usual, eating with them (Danny, Zhenbin, Dean and Ow) involves LOTS OF JOKES. Lol, like how we learn about MRT logic, as well as talking about our class people.

A great dinner indeed =D

情绪低落~

2011-12-22T20:35:00.001+08:00

说真的,没什么心情blog, 情绪莫名的低落......

我想我明天应该会开始读今年的blog entry吧... 说真的，总觉得跟去年比起来，今年非常不一样... 记忆中，今年发生了好多好多啊... 最为明显的，应该是思想上的改变吧...

Seriously... I didn't know 2 semesters can change my way of thinking so much...

有或者，是假的"mid-life crisis"... lol~

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On another note, just finished playing Mahjong with Nelson, Yiyang and Jingxuan. Was winning initially, until I 放炮 4 consecutive times to 四台 and 三台s... Totally sad. Oh well~

期待明天下午的update~ 但话说回来，今年还有多一个礼拜多... 还是有很多东西可以发生的... So maybe I should push my "time travelling" to 7 days later... O_O

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Oh, and one last thing... My CAP dropped again this sem. Lol. Seriously, I didn't know how I managed to make my CAP drop somemore, and yet still be above 3.5 -_- I am like struggling damn hard to keep my route to year 4... O_O It's like... if it were to drop below 3.5, it will be "good" in a way, making me give up on all hopes and just focus on graduating next sem, and end up student life there. But now, I am giving yet another sem to try save my CAP again... T_T

This sem's result wasn't really good, because I need to U one subject. Yes, this mean I will most likely overload next semester. I think seriously, next year, I will really really NOT PLAY ANYMORE GAMES liao. Gaming is bad for results. Lol. Sigh~ On another note, I am actually quite glad that I got a B- for this particular module, because I did VERY BADLY for my 40% assignment, and wrote the SHORTEST ESSAY for it's finals. As for the other modules, I am slightly disappointed that philosophy did not give me an A, but a B+ is good enough to save me from a lower grade. So.. oh well~

Ok, that's all updates about my result this sem~

7 days of bridge~

2011-12-19T19:30:00.002+08:00

As mentioned in my earlier post, these 7 days were spent on bridge, with the first 5 days preparing for the Sg youth team championship. Unfortunately, I don't really feel like blogging about the youth team championships, so... yeah... in case the future me wants to know, FTW got 7th position.

This week is also a bad week for SMRT, because the train broke down a few times in the week. Oh well~

I think I should be going time travelling this week.. to prepare for my year end summary blogpost~

K with bridge again~

2011-12-15T01:14:00.002+08:00

Yay!

Finally, another K session with the NUS bridge people, since the one we had last year: http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/12/bridge-ktv-outing.html

Even though it's just a 3 hours session this time round, I believe we still had fun. And zomg, I actually got to sing 浮夸 with LCY (our bridge team's very own 张信哲). His voice is seriously high. Lol.

Anyway, just an update about my entire week: Bridge.

I have been going to school everyday since Monday for bridge camp, where we just keep on playing bridge, in preparation for the upcoming SG youth team championship on Saturday and Sunday. So... yeah.. this camp is from 1030am to around 7pm everyday, at least for me. So.. for this entire week, besides bridge, nothing much has happened.

Really?

2011-12-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

I have no idea whether you are real or not. Somewhere at the back of my head, I think you are just an imaginary character... but somewhere else, I hope that you are real.

The worst thing is... this isn't even a philosophical question. Argh.

Time will tell.

Hopefully.

Singing K with Danny, Zoe, Zhenbin and Yuanting / Christmas Party~

2011-12-12T01:31:00.001+08:00

Singing with Danny and Zoe only means 1 thing: Being totally impressed. Haha, and it's a super 享受 feeling to listen to their voices, almost like you are watching a live performance by famous singers. Haha, and also, they are like 药引子, like machiam got some brilliance aura, makes you sing better also... As far as I remember, they are the only people I sing with that can make me feel that I 开声 properly... I personally today was the first time in my life that I managed to sing 只要再看你一眼 with my real voice O_O, even though I attempted that song just a few days ago, when I sang K with Mbi and Kim (http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2011/12/ss-ktv.html), but unfortunately, I forgot do the recording for that song.. so I can't really replay to myself to hear whether I really sang well for that song. And... yup, speaking of recording, I finally managed to take VIDEOS of Danny and Zoe singing! Yes! Had always been wanting to do that ever since our first KTV session.

Ok, think I have blogged enough about this couple... So, to move on, we also have Yuanting and Zhenbin, with their 苏打绿 songs~ ^^ Unfortunately, they went out halfway the session to find food, so I didn't really hear them sing a lot of songs during our 3 hours KTV session. So, by the end of the K session, my 战绩 was 6 videos + 7 audio recordings! : D I think I should seriously start recording more songs when I sing K next time~

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The next thing worth mentioning about the day will be the Christmas party that I was invited to by Louisa, and it's the first Christmas party that I have attended in my life, where we sang Christmas Carols during the party. It was a nice experience, and at the end of the party, we had gift exchange, and I was lucky enough to get 2 bars of chocolates! <3 YAY~

Soci soc meeting, shopping and 6B reunion!

2011-12-12T01:29:00.001+08:00

The beginning of my busy weekend started with a meeting with soci soc in school, at 10am in the morning. At the end of meeting, there was a surprise birthday cake for both me and Kelvin! =) (to think that I actually forgot about this surprise even though I was informed about it... -_- So.. yeah.. it was really a surprise)

After the birthday surprise, a few of us (Hong Ngiap, Junyong, Ruzaini and me) went to City Hall for lunch, and after that we went to shop around for clothes, and it was quite funny to see Ruzaini wearing different clothings. Machiam new image for him. LOL. As the 4 of us have something on later in the evening, we decided to just hang out together, and since none of them have any suggestions, I suggested going to the Suntec arcade~

Whahaha, I improved again! One day I shall break my personal highscore of 816. Lol. So after arcade, we decided to just go Yakun to sit down and get some drinks. We had a good, intellectual conversation about certain stuff, which I gained some new knowledge from, and at around 5 plus, we left to do our stuff. As my thing is at 6:30pm, I decided to pay the arcade another visit, and got 762 (yes, improving once again). After that, I left the arcade, and decided to make my way to my next destination: Arab street.

On my way, I bumped into Huiyi, a very good friend of mine back in secondary school days, but unfortunately, somehow lost contact after graduation. We had a bit of catching up (she's currently working in Toastbox), before we say our goodbyes and carry on with what we need to do.

My primary 6 class reunion was at this restaurant called Nanbins, and we drank and had some snacks, and had really great time catching up and reminiscing good old times~ At around 10pm, some of us decided to go for supper at Simpang Bedok, so we went there and had supper~

After supper, we went to Ruby's house (just down the road), and we played some games at her house until around 5am. And then, it's home sweet home~

It was really nice and heartwarming to be able to catch up with primary school friends, and see that after 11 years, even though all of us have changed, we are still able to come together and enjoy each other's company. I believe we will meet again soon enough, because after the "season of 21st birthday parties", we are actually going to gather again next year, for one of our classmate's wedding. Wow. This is my first invitation to a friend's wedding ceremony, so.. yeah... quite an interesting feeling~

胡言乱语(五)

2011-12-09T17:59:00.001+08:00

常言道：此时无声胜有声。

真的吗？总觉得应该说些什么...

太久没聊了，竟然不知道聊了什么了。在找一个可以闲聊的话题的同时，竟发现其实我们没有什么共同点，更惊讶当时竟然可以这么久。

因为有感觉，让不可能的变成可能了。

我们不是陌生人，也不算是朋友... 说尴尬，但却似乎仍保留着一点点的暖意。再怎么说，我们也曾经非常了解对方。

到站了，一个简单的道别，与最后一次在车上的道别真的完全不一样。“拜拜”，而不是“再见”，是否有其中的涵义呢？

天晓得。

Dinner with Zhenbin, Yuanting and Michelle

2011-12-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

Initially I thought it will be super weird, but it turned out ok.

So we met up at City Hall MRT station, and walked towards City Link for dinner. Initially, we wanted to eat at this place, but we realised that the place has changed, so Zhenbin and Yuanting 献出了他们的第一次，and we moved on to another place to eat dinner.

After dinner, we had chocolate fondue at Max Brenner Chocolate Bar, and that marks the end of the day~

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On a side note, I might finally have some new inspirations to write again.

SS KTV~

2011-12-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

Formerly known as "ShengShiong KTV", I decided to just short-form it into SS KTV instead... So anyway, after checking my blog, I realised the last time we sang was 2nd Jan this year. Oh man.. that' SO LONG AGO!!! But finally, after almost a year, here we are, singing in Teoheng again! =D

And today, it's the 三人组: Me, Mbi and Kim.

Oh my...I must say that it has really been A LONG LONG TIME since 我唱得这么爽了。Haha, singing with Mbi and Kim is definitely one of the best experience ever. Especially Kim, the best person ever to sing duets with. 真的... she is the only girl I know who is so willing to sing ALL the different duets so far... and her voice is also damn nice. OMG, 能认识到她真的是一件令我感到非常非常庆幸的事。Really.. I am really 找不到适合的形容词来表达我想说的话。

Haha, and Mbi too! I don't know why.. but I always feel that his voice has this 磁性 that attracted me somehow. Lol. And we always understand each other's jokes about songs and singers. OMG. I really really hope that at least the three of us can continue singing together regularly... it'll definitely be one of the most treasured things in life.

Anyway, we sang 6 hours of songs, and I think the 3 of us definitely can sing even longer. Lol, but I think the duration was not too short, and just nice for us... Lol, not too sure about how they felt though. But anyway, today we actually took.. 19 videos! Wakaka, yay~ and these videos inspire me to train and sing better for the next SS KTV~

And this concludes the best day of my holiday, so far. =D

How I met your mother season 7

2011-12-05T13:35:00.001+08:00

Oh my... Just watched the first 3 episodes.. and I can't believe some lines from the season actually rang a bell in my head...

"start to believe again..."

Lol, isn't that my birthday wish?

And the "what ifs" just reminded me of 那些年... haha..

OK.. this is how I am gonna spend today~

Walking in the rain 2~

2011-12-04T18:32:00.001+08:00

Yup, this means that there was another entry about this: http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/12/walking-in-rain.html

And here I am.. exactly 1 year after day day, I walked in the rain again. I am guessing that my mindset last year was similar to this year: "It's after exams! And it's holiday now. Even if I fall sick because I walked in the rain, it's ok." And ta-da~ here I am, walking in the rain again.

Today's experience was much better than last year's, because the rain was much heavier. Even though it was still not as strong as how I would like it to be... I guess it's... ok.

While I was walking in the rain today, I thought about a lot of things.. :

The reason why I decided to walk in the rain.
The reason why I actually think I like to walk in the rain.
People's reaction if they saw me walking in the rain.
Some memories that I wasn't aware that I remembered.

More or less...

I think it has come to this point in my life that I actually forgot the reason for me wanting to walk in the rain whenever it started raining. But I guess the very act just makes me feel... free. It's like people around are running and avoiding the rain, while I just decided to feel the rain instead. I'm not really sure actually, but I know that I definitely felt some positive emotions when I walked in the rain just now.

As for people's reaction towards me... I think I still haven't really got past that barrier, which is why I tried my best to walk at where there are usually no one around (like parks, playgrounds) and avoiding places where there are people (like void decks with tables, shops). Even my family members also displayed their disapproval to my decision, but... I can't really explain to them why I choose to walk in the rain, since I'm pretty unsure about it myself.

And just now, I was quite surprised that some memories just came back to me while I was walking... Like how I was walking towards school with an umbrella, and there were two classmates without umbrella with me. Finally, our Chinese teacher appeared and the 4 of us just walked to school. I also got reminded of how my JC OGMs sheltered their BBQ during our first OG outing last time. Oh my... I can't believe I actually remembered these.

Anyway, I was thinking of how it would be like to walk in the rain with my fellow philosopher too, even though I'm not sure whether she has changed her mind about this... Oh well~

And I think I walked for about 30mins, before the rain became smaller, and I decided to return home and end my second experience of deliberately walking in the rain~

Watching 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 the 2nd time

2011-12-04T02:29:00.001+08:00

Even though I already knew what the ending is, and even though the youtube version of it is 10000 times worse than the cinema version, in terms of quality and so on.. the last scene still had the same effect, I can still feel the emotions at the end.

T_T

Well done.

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On another note, finally... quoting Jiamin's blog:

"为了一个曾经喜欢而追了8年，但如今已成为别人的新娘的女孩，在没有信心和经验的情况下倾家荡产拍了电影，只为了要改变故事最后的结局。"

I finally understood what it meant. Or at least I think I understood. The scene when he returned to the shelter and apologised, I think that was the scene that he wanted to change... And if it's really what I thought, then things make sense now....

Let's hope I'm right. And friends, if I'm wrong, do enlighten me~

Nightmares

2011-12-03T13:23:00.001+08:00

Woot. Nightmares.

Really. I had at least 2 of them last night. I can't remember the first one though, but I definitely remember screaming awake for it. (You know.. that kind of posture when you were initially lying down, then you sit up and scream out loud at the same time) Because after I scream, I realised my family will get awakened by me, so instantly I lie down again, 装睡。As expected, a few seconds later, my father came into my room, but since I was lying down closing my eyes, I assume he thought that he was hearing things, so he just went back to his bed, while I just fall asleep again.

The second nightmare is more scary I think... since I can still remember it. OMG, please please please, let it remain as a nightmare, PLEASE DO NOT COME TRUE. It's about the results for this semester. OMG, DAMN FREAKING SCARY. It was like... "GG, first time ever I have seen such a bad result, to the extent that I was wondering whether I can even graduate with merit". It's THAT SCARY.

Oh well~ just downloaded a few apps on my iPhone, shall distract myself and maybe really set up a new blog for iPhone apps soon~

回想《那些年》~

2011-12-02T02:43:00.001+08:00

Ok... it's been almost 3 weeks since I last watched the movie... so obviously I would have forgotten some 细节 by now... But anyway, 反正今天有空，就决定先好好blog about what I thought of this movie...

If by now, you haven't watch this movie, I strongly recommend this movie. I mean... based on the fact that the cinemas in Singapore actually extend the screening of this movie shows that this movie is really a movie worth catching.

So anyway, a lot of people like this movie, to the extent that they watched it more than once in the cinema. I like this movie too~ Different people like this movie for different reasons, some like it because it 唤起他们自己的青春回忆, some like it because the story is good and strike the right notes in their heart... For me, I probably belong to the people who like it because it's a beautiful story.

在看完这部电影后，心中不禁浮起一点点的感伤与遗憾，因为看了电影，忽然发现自己的青春，并没像他们那样，有过一个轰轰烈烈的爱情；自己更没有像男主角一样，曾经对一个女生有过这么持久的感觉，爱得这么深，深到能写出一个这么好的作品。这真是让我感到有一点点的伤感。

但当然，看完电影后，大部分的感伤还是因为电影的剧情导致的，而纯粹是因为我有那种每次看电影会“设身处地”的习惯，所以在看完电影的结局之后，不禁对男主角的遗憾，惋惜，疼爱，眷念...等有那么一点的感同身受。尤其是最后一幕，男主角冲上前去吻新郎，实在是非常棒的一幕。就如我上一个entry所说，九把刀成功地把那一幕变成一个搞笑又伤感的一幕；乍看之下非常搞笑，因为男主角竟然会为了亲新娘而去亲新郎的嘴唇，但这也显露出他竟然会为了换取唯一能亲新娘的机会，不惜去亲一个男的。

或许，这一个视频能表达出我的意思...:

Quote from 3:48,
“你这副尊容我都敢亲你，你就知道我有多爱你了..."

所以，在看最后一幕的时候，再配上他们回忆的画面，真的能感觉出男主角对女主角的感情，也不禁为他们不能在一起的结局感到惋惜。

话说回来，单单是电影的情节来说，我觉得情节之所以会发展到这个结果，还真是有点讽刺...先看他们两个是怎么样分开的... 因为当时女主角不赞同男主角举行搏击赛让自己受伤，因此和他吵了起来。（对了，女主角女可是特地穿男主角送给她的衣服去的！）而男主角应该也是因为被伤了自尊，因此也不让步，所以才导致那个结果的。但回想起来，男主角为什么会举行这个比赛呢？

全因为以下视频的3:20-3:22,他们在走铁轨的那一幕，

女主角在那一幕说了一些话，而她之所以会说出那一番话，也是因为她担心男主角在认识了“真正的她”之后，会嫌弃她。但之所以她说了那番话，反而让男主角担心她是在婉转地拒绝他，因此从有自信，突然变得没有自信，也因此才会让他在MV 5:48的对话，说出那个回复。也之所以，他才会想用自己的方式，在女主角的面前显示出自己厉害的地方（搏击赛）。

“成长，残酷的部分就是，女孩永远比同年龄的男孩成熟。女孩的成熟，每一个男孩招架得住。”
“也许，在那个平行时空里，我们是在一起的。”
“真羡慕他们啊～”

看完了电影之后，尤其是看到女主角告诉弯弯如果是男主角向她表白的话，她会很开心，与看了女主角在孔明灯上写：“好，在一起”　为答案的时候，真的对他们两个觉得可惜。但，也可能就是因为这种可惜，遗憾，才有现在我们看到的这一个这么好看的电影～

而如果要我在这个entry做个结尾的话，我想，就如他所说的一样：

他的确让这个世界（至少是看过他作品的人），有那么一点点的不一样。感谢九把刀有这么一个作品。

Whole day in Bugis~

2011-12-02T02:19:00.001+08:00

So the first day after exams was spent in Bugis~ I met up with Dean and Ow for lunch, at MOF, where we spent around 1 and a half hours, eating and chit chatting. A lot of epic conversations took place, like how Dean 再显神功 and hit the table, or how Ow said that 挤人很正常。Ultimately, we were impressed by Dean's skill on Facebook. Woot, and because of that, Ow need to treat him rice.

After lunch, Dean left, while the two of us tried to find stuff to do, and eventually we end up at 记得吃, and had dessert! After chit chatting for a while, we went back to Bugis Junction, and I went to Kino to find some books. Ow left after a while, and I bumped into TC. Anyway, I came across an interesting book called "plato and platypus". Was quite tempted to buy it, but decided not to. Basically, it's a book that talks about philosophy, through jokes. I read a few of them, and it was quite funny. After that, I decided to go arcade and play the basketball machine~

Ta-da~ still not as good as my high score, but at least it's better than the previous time I played there. I met up with Tingyun after that, and we went to the MRT station to wait for the rest (Sammy, Guobin, Eeyen and Tzehao).

We went to this restaurant called "Ms Clarity Cafe", recommended by Guobin, and apprently, it changed since the last time Guobin went there to eat. The food is not bad~ And then I was pleasantly surprised by my birthday present! =D Thanks people! I really like them~

So anyway, we did a very simple psychology test, which lead me to the conclusion that my drawing skills hadn't changed since primary kindergarden... O_O And we decided to go eat dessert after dinner, so... we ended up at 记得吃~ -_-

After dessert, we dropped by the arcade again, before it's home sweet home. And that marks the end of my first day after exams~

Riddle entry~

2011-11-29T22:24:00.001+08:00

Oh well~ If only life was that simple, so simple that we don't even need to bother about riddles~

So anyway, something happened today~ and it's not the first time such things happened:

I received a call that goes with:

"喂，请问是胡先生吗？"

followed by some talk about my number winning some grand prize in some events. Lol. I heard of such phone calls three times so far. Woot. This means my number is super lucky!

But unfortunately, even though I said that I would like to 'start believing' as one of my birthday wish this year, I gave the person attitude problem, so much that that person hung up on me. Lol. I mean.. usually, such phone calls is people hang up on them one, but woot, I managed to make that person hang up first.

Anyway, side track a bit... recently, I have been going out for supper with my neighbours quite often, and past few suppers, they also used this starting line:

"喂，请问是胡先生吗？"

to jio me out for supper. Initially, when I heard that line this afternoon, I thought it was them. But the voice was quite different... so I realised it's that kind of 狼来了 scenario, where the "real deal" happened. So anyway.. yeah..

Anyway, the main point of this entry is supposed to be another thing. Let's just say that it's a VESCEL thing ba. Lol. There's this recent amazing fact about "Ma", and.. zomg. I encountered one too. And... things seems to look interesting over here, despite the fact that somewhere deep inside me, I was wondering whether it will be like what I think it can be. So... who knows? Maybe next month, the summary entry of the year, 谜底会解开~ I need some close friends to talk to me about this... Whatsapp me or message me ba..

My 23rd Birthday~

2011-11-28T13:00:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to myself! And also to Nelson and Sinyee, who shares the same birthday as me~

Oh well~ finally this sem, one of my final exam date tio my birthday, so I didn't exactly start out today feeling extra happy. Lol. But after today's paper, despite the fact that I have one more paper on Wednesday, I decided to just switch to the holiday mood~ so my whole day was spent relaxing, and also updating this blog.

In the evening, my nephews came over, and so I had very good quality time spent with my family on this special day of mine =) and I ate 3 different cakes today! =D

To me, I think my wish as a 23 years old will be to be able to appreciate all these tiny little things in life, and that all my love ones 生活过得好~ Besides wishing for things like getting good enough results to do my year 4, I also wish that I will have the courage to 'believe again', and also regain my confidence in people and things. Oh well~ Ok... Now, moving on to the next part of this year's birthday list entry~

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As always, before revealing this year's LIST OF GREAT PEOPLE, here are the past years' list, for those who are interested:

2001 - http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/11/happy-22nd-birthday-to-myself.html
2009 - http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-myself.html
2008 - http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-myself.html
2007 - http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-myself.html
2006 - http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-myself.html
2005 - http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-myself.html

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Anyway, for those who are unfamiliar with this LIST OF GREAT PEOPLE, it was initially started for fun, back in secondary days. But slowly, it became a meaningful and unique thing for me to do, because I really appreicate how friends actually remember my birthday, and send me an sms to wish me (very unlike nowadays, when facebook in-the-face tells u which friend's birthday it is today, and wishing them is much easier). So, slowly, it became a list to show my appreciating of their effort, and also at the same time serves as a mini comptition (I remembering some of my close friends were saying "Ahhh, I must win xxx next year!" and "Yay, I am the first!" last time). So... yeah... let's start with the first list, the phone list:

One reason why this list is always the first, is because I personally think it signify the extra effort my friend took, to type the birthday message and key in my hp number, as compared to clicking on my facebook wall and type "happy birthday". Of course, I'm not saying those who wished me via Facebook are "worse", but I am just saying that people who wished me via phone is more special to me (in another words,比较和我胃口). So... 废话少说:

1) Vanessa @ 00:01 !!| Yay, finally, after so many years, my dearest "Niang" is the first this year! =)

2) Evelyn Ang @ 00:21 | Second person and also second person in VESCEL to wish me happy birthday! Haha, definitely look forward to seeing her soon~

3) Huishan @ 00:45 | 不愧是老三~ My neighbour who only knows how to jio me for supper :3

4) Enci @ 00:49 | Well, I was pleasantly surprised when I received his OVERSEAS CALL, because I was planning to sleep already at that time. Once again, another great friend who never failed to be one of the first few to wish me every year. And really touched for his overseas call =)

5) Tingyun @ 01:02 | My first new friend to wish me this year, and omg, there's actually a story between us... it's about the 缘分 not being realised when we supposedly first met 5 years ago, during LEP camp 2006. Haha. But at least now we know each other~ =)

6) Huilin @ 07:47 | Another wonderful friend I got to know this year, whose words somehow have the special ability to boost my morale. Thanks =)

7) Sinyee @ 08:12 | Yay! Another fellow Nov28th baby. Haha, finally she wish me first this year (because I slept early for my exam)

8) Shinni @ 08:12 | My Arts Camp SP since year 1, and this year decided to wish me via phone~

9) Evelyn Hon @ 09:50 | Yup, the birthday wish that always made my day, since secondary school. Thanks for being on time this year =)

10) Jeremy @ 10:01 | My very awesome bridge partner, and a good friend too =)

11) Hui teng @ 11:05 | Woot~ One of my first surprise SMS I have received this year, from my bridge junior~

12) Guobin @ 12:18 | Lol, probably one of the few people who can't wait for me to have birthday, so that we will become the same age :P Thanks!

13) Pannie @ 12:19 | A very very special message was sent to me via Whatsapp, and at this moment, I can most probably declare her message as the most memorable birthday wish I have received this year. Thank you Pannie =)

14) Lujia @ 12:29| Ahahahaha, I made fun of her dropping in ranking. Lol. But then again, ranking is just for entertainment purposes, and I still appreciate her wish, nonetheless.

15) Camile @ 12:38| I was surprised that she wished me via SMS instead of Facebook! Hahaha. Thank you to my fellow OGL during Arts Camp 2010.

16) Joseph (army) @ 12:39 | Another pleasant surprise~ Glad that he wished me personally on Whatsapp.

17) Eric @ 16:32 | Woot~ Really touched that he wished me via SMS =)

18) Ee Yen @ 23:30 | A birthday wish is never too late! Hahaha, definitely looking forward to my birthday treat after reading your SMS! =)

19) Yuan ting @ 23:59 | Lol, 终于赶上！And I believe this is a very good person to end today's SMS list with~ A very very good friend since JC. =) May she and my another very very good friend 甜甜蜜蜜~ <3

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And the second list shall be for the early birds, who wished me before 12am~

1) James Goh - wished me on Facebook after I wished him on his birthday~ Thanks!

2) Fadzillah - who posted a "Happy birthday E-card" on my facebook wall~

3) My sister - who gave me my first birthday present! And wished me 10mins early, because I said I was going to sleep~

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And now~ the longest list~ Amazingly, this year, I still have comments for each of these awesome friends who bothered to wish me on Facebook. So.. here goes:

Facebook list (Since Facebook don't display the timings only until after 24 hours...I will only insert timestamp randomly, whenever I can~

(For those who can't bring themselves to read/scroll through the list of 207 great people, you can just type ctrl+f and search "end of list")

1) Emelda 00:00- ZOMG, the first person to wish me Happy birthday on Facebook is my ex-student! :O Thanks for all the entertainment provided on Facebook though =D

2) Shijia 00:01 - My very good secondary school classmate decided to switch to Facebook this year~ Haha.

3) Tze Sheng - My primary school friend who shoot up from rank 82th last year to 3rd. O.o Lol.

4) Charmaine - My new 'sister', thanks to my real sister, who 自己收干妹妹 then indirectly affect me as well.

5) Lcy - My bridge team captain who is really a capable leader. Really respect him.

6) Dean - A nice friend since NYJC. Great to still be in contact, and I must know where he teaches next time... (makes mental note)

7) Shunde - My BMT man, one of the few whom is still in contact~

8) Yue Qing - Woot. First time she appeared in this list. Thanks!

9) Noga - Now whenever I think of him, I think of playing Mahjong. Lol. 赌鬼. :P

10) Manling - One of the first facebook friend who became friends simply because of my constant video sharing. Lol.

11) Christel - Wah.. the first SMEXY friend to wish me happy birthday this year. Thanks for your encouragement!

12) Mavis - My fellow colleague when I was still a relief teacher. Thanks for remembering~

13) My sister @00:18- who gave me my first birthday present this year! =D

14) Zi Xian - a friend made through Jiamin and Tracy's cycling group. And she knows my sister through 创作! :O

15) Junyu - my first OG junior to wish me this year~

16) Glenn - my Army friend, and a fellow guardsman~

17) Alyssa - A super on junior I got to know last year, and also someone who snatch my mayorship away from in 4sq -_-

18) Thanadet - OK.. honestly, I dunno how to pronounce his name -_- Lol.

19) Rebecca - A nice friend I knew this year, from soci camp. Great person =)

20) Mabel - A friend I got to know while doing part time job last year~

21) Isaac lee yong kang - Lol. Always wish us every year.

22) Verity - Interesting name! Haha, this year's freshie~

23) Julian - Woot, the legend wished me happy birthday! Hahaha, anyway, thanks to 三国杀, I got to know him and the rest better this year =)

24) Tzehao - My dota captain initially, but now a great friend who share the some similar interest with me =)

25) Selina 表姐@00:42 - I'm really glad that I visited Malaysia this year, because it allowed me to re-establish contact with my relatives, like her~

26) Yuxuan - A nice friend I got to know through Danny~

27) Donald - who purposely reminds me about collecting newspaper, because I got to know him through that in NSF days. Haha.

28) Fuzhi - My Soci Camp PD when I was the OGL last year~

29) Stephanie - This year's soci camp photographer, who is always 16 years old somehow...

30) Yi Liang - A friend made in NM, and also a nice guy.

31) Bowen - Summit friend I knew this year~

32) Jamie @01:05 - One of my best friend I made since year 1, and I am glad we finally take the same module again this sem =)

33) Weiyang - another ex-student, whom I believe is at the 叛逆期 now. Lol.

34) Gerrard - A 筋肉男 freshie that my OG had this year. Lol. Top favourite for SSM too.

35) Xinyun - A nice friend back in secondary days...

36) Siok Hwee - my sister's friend, who in a way, watched me grow up since young. Haha.

37) Yang yi - my best freshie in Soci camp~

38) Chun Kin @ 01:32 - fellow CK, and also DS player and admin spec back in NSF days~

39) Ysabela - My LEP groupmate, and a nice friend too =) Possibly a future band member, together with Shawn to form Eskimo. Lol.

40) Danny - OMG OMG OMG. This is really 历史性的一刻！Danny finally wished me earlier than his girlfriend. (when I knew him before his girlfriend knew me) Lol. Thanks man!

41) Zoe - I was suspecting that she gave chance this year, and right after I thank Danny, she confirmed my suspicion. -_-

42) Maznah - A friend we got to know when we send Enci off for his NOC earlier on.

43) Zhengjie - My choir friend, back in secondary school days.

44) Casper @ 02:08- Junyu's twin brother. Just joking.

45) Shunqiang - fellow FASS Dota team player.

46) Jin Fu - A nice senior knew through soci camp~

47) Kim - Another very good friend I knew since year 1. And it's thanks to her that I always share cat videos whenever I come across one.

48) Vivian Luah - An indirect junior in a way.... Lol. Life is complicated.

49) AnEe - A fellow soci major that I knew through Amy, and guess what, he was actually from AHS too, same batch somemore. -_-

50) Ivan Chao Lim - Haha, knew him since army, even though he was also from AHS. And a very funny guy sometimes too. Super SNSD fanboy.

51) Catherine - I knew her first through Enci, when he was helping her for her exams, but eventually, it's until this year's summit that we got to know each other.

52) Ace - Nice name right!!! A pity she's a girl... coz I think Ace suits a guy better (probably due to the influence of One Piece)~ but still, hahaha, who am I to say? It's a cool name, nonetheless.

53) Natania - Another friend whom I got to know better thanks to 三国杀，and also another person who enjoys playing 大乔 like me. Haha.

54) Huiyi (Jermaine) - I think she was one of the few friends I had on Facebook who first mentioned "三国杀" one.. which eventually resulted in me having a super good impression of 三国杀, and started playing it many months later. Haha.

55) Li Ling - a nice person who more or less speak the same language as me in the OG~

56) Ruth - Another summit friend made this year. And I remember her being a sweet person too~

57) Song Ping - My primary school classmate, and I might have mentioned this before... we ran together for our 1.6km last time also. Lol.

58) Grace Oh - My second neighbour to wish me this year~

59) 喜聖 - My 表哥！

60) Chee Meng - my primary school classmate whom I hope to play dota with one day~

61) Shawn Foo @09:13 - Yup, actually my friendship with him goes a bit earlier, he was my NYJC OG friend. Haha. Looking forward to seeing him and Ysabela soon~

62) Jody - Fellow 不吃牛肉 og freshie.

63) Miaoyu - An interesting friend I made, since NYJC LEP days~

64) Sin Yee (LEP) - reminds me of TJC CCC days~

65) Novea - another 'complicated' junior I have in NUS...

66) 尤蓉 - Another Malaysian cousin, who also gift an e-cake on my wall.

67) Evelyn Tan (eye) - Ok... the first Evelyn Tan to wish me? Haha~

68) Eugene Goh - My LEP camp member! Haha, glad to be able to re-establish contact after so long =)

69) Jian Xing - memories of admin spec just flow back when I see his name and Donald's.

70) Li ting - a fellow soci major I got to know during year 1 tutorial~

71) Ping Chiang - an interesting freshie this year, who always managed to link comments to youtube videos somehow.

72) Evangeline - another freshie this year, best freshie also for O week~

73) Daryl Boey @ 10:28- One of the few people in Arts, because we always see each other until we recognise each other's face liao, so become friend. Lol.

74) Jiahui - AHS friend, and a good basketball player too~

75) Kaixiang (AHS) - Yup~ a friend whom used to play dota together too~

76) Yihui - I hope I spell my army friend's name correctly.. :S

77) Arjun - A nice friend I made in summit this year =)

78) Han Rui - A friend made in Mahjong, during S house chalet. Haha.

79) Audrey (Soci) - Erm, a friend since Youth and Childhood tutorial~

80) Derek Lor - Army friend, who became Jonathan's good friend too! (The world is so small~)

81) Hui Lin - Zomg, second birthday wish received!

82) Sonia - S house house IC this year. Thanks for the wish!

83) Jieying - A nice friend since year 1~

84) Ping Chong - another NS man in guards~

85) Shersain - A friend made in S house chalet~

86) WengQin - Our OG crasher last year, who also believes in the bell curve God. Lol.

87) Kevin Goh - another NS man~

88) Jeffrey - one of the few BMT men who still keep in contact after so long~

89) Luck Yong - my TJC IGC president~

90) Alvin Chen - A very good friend I knew from Guards =)

91) Dorothy - a soci friend I got to know this year~ thanks to 3101...

92) Emily - I WILL NEVER FORGET HER FOR PUSHING ME OFF THE RAFT THIS YEAR.

93) Siyuan - my GCC buddy~

94) Suat Lynn - My "Angel" back in TJC days~

95) Jiaqun - my pri 6 friend, din get to meet up last year.. let's hope we do this year~

96) El - my bridge junior, who occasionally provide good comments on the links I share~

97) Denyse - A friend I got to know this year in summit, through playing bridge ;)

98) Cindy Lam - My choir junior, and a fellow blogger~

99) Mun Hoe - Another choir junior, and I have a 预感 that he might become a famous singer one day... (mental note to take his autograph before he gets to that stage)

100) Priscilla Zeng - A friend made during a basketball game last year.. haha, fellow helper for Arts Open~

101) Xin Rong - my soci camp freshie last year, who always have damn epic status updates one.

102) Lianne - a nice friend made in year 1 too~ and is currently on SEP~

103) Brandon - My BSLC section mate, and a nice friend~

104) Lai peng - Another close friend in primary school~ Hopefully we will all finally meet again this year~

105) Sinsim - another cousin that I managed to establish contact this year~

106) 陈老师 - In a way, my unoffical mentor I had when I was a relief teacher. He really taught me a lot, including lessons in life.

107) Xin Rong (bridge) - yup... a bridge junior...

108) Zong Rong - One of the first friends I made during SLIC last year~

109 and 110) 巧兒 & 巧恩 - my 表侄女 whom I am still.. 傻傻分不清楚 coz I noob~

111) Yuan Wei - A great friend since primary school

112) Jiaqun - A friend made in Jieying's 21st party.. and if u stalk facebook, you will realised... he's a fellow guardsman too! :O

113) Xuan yun - Yay, she acknowledged me as a philosopher! Lol.

114) Wee Chuan - my fellow bunk mate back in BMT days~

115) Merrick - A friend in NYJC and CNNY~

116) Maurice - my pri sch friend who signed up for some 10 year programme. ZOMG.

117) Weiyuan - An awesome guy in Arts. Really.

118) Qi Xiang - My choir junior and also fellow S house mate~

119) Donovan - A crasher for soci camp this year! :O But a friendly guy =D

120) Marcus Wong - Another friend who also shares interesting videos on Facebook =)

121) Yu Meng - My TJ junior~ and a kind friend~

122) Michelle (Soci) - My soci of food group mate! But dunno why this sem never see her...

123) Ignatius - Woot~ Another friend who made it into this list for the first time!

124) ChengWen - Fellow TJCian, and a pro basketballer!

125) Yexian - I always have problem pronouncing his Facebook name, so I prefer to call him by his Chinese name~

126) Moon - An interesting friend in JC, and also a nice friend to talk to then~

127) Stella - Another friend made during Jieying's 21st birthday party. And somehow reminds me of Leticia O.o

128) Aaron Fu - My bridge friend~ and also a nice guy!

129) Mbi - A very good friend I knew since year 1, and I am glad we are still in contact after so long. Hopefully we will sing K soon~

130) Jun Zhang - Woot, another friend made during Jieying's 21st birthday party, and a very dependable guy.

131) Nelson Low - My bridge friend, whom I only got to know in NUS, even though we were from the same secondary school. And guess what? He also has an awesome birthday! Nov 28th!

132) Shawn Ting - A friend in FASS Dota as well as FASS bowling. And a damn pro basketball machine player.

133) Gim Siong - A fellow S house friend made during year 1 precamp~

134) Titus - One of the few primary school friends who bike~

135) Ashley - a soci camp junior, and a friend~

136) Xin An - A super funny guy I got to know in Soci camp. Along with Scandal.

137) Esther Wong - A choir junior~ And an interesting birthday message this year~

138) Shu en - Supposedly my senior in soci, but I think she will somehow end up same year as me, because I always see her away from school (on SEP or defer) -_-

139) Liang Kaixiang - A nice friend from AHS~ and also a fellow friend who is as interested in Enci and his life in NOC. Lol

140) Hong Ngiap - Another fellow guardsman that I only got to know this year, through soci camp.

141) Kim Hwee - my primary school friend!

142) Celeste - One of those few friends whose birthday message makes a difference somehow... Lol.

143) Ewe - The 稀有品种 of Chinese major. OMG. Haha.

144) Meiqi - Another friend I got to know in soci of food. And also a good friend =)

145) Ying hui @16:21 - my fellow DS player back in ASLC days~ Good old times~

146) Rohaida - Primary school classmate! Hopefully we will all meet up with the rest of the class~

147) Randall - My choir junior~

148) Chun Yuan - My BMT platoon mate, who end up in FASS together~

149) Diane @17:13- An Oweek crasher this year, but an amazing freshie too!

150) Wafa - New fellow commander I got to know this year, during reservist~

151) Ling Yan - A good friend from my year 1 OG~

152) David Lee - My BSLC platoon mate~

153) Si Min - Hahaha, another case whereby we should have known each other earlier (during food lecture), but we only became friends during summit this year.

154) Xuefang - A philo friend whom I hope to take the same mod with next year~

155) Xiuyu - Choir friend and also secondary school classmate~

156) Mark - Have I mentioned this before? His Chinese name was one of the favourite name we used to play 接龙 back in secondary school days...

157) Avril - A nice person I got to know in Soci soc since last year~ Lol, commented that my DP look like 诸葛亮！:O

158) Cynthia @18:14 - The rare few people I know who don't believe that my Chinese is good... Lol.

159) Amy Ling - Finally wished me... and I'm surprised we clicked well~ ever since last sem =)

160) Hung @ 18:40 - My SLIC facilitator ~

161) Cindy Peng - Another 大脑 of 2E last time~

162) Shimin - And one would think that a teacher cannot be friends with his students....

163) Aaron - Another BMT man I had last time, now in another section~

164) Noel @19:51- A friend whose hobby is to "Keep Fit". Lol.

165) Clarence - The rare few who major in History in NUS~

166) Cheryl - Actually a very nice person I got to know in soci soc, who managed to have the amazing achievement of winning as a 内奸 during 三国杀~

167) Hongshen @ 20:27 - My BMT friend!

168) Yanling - A friend from soci soc this year, who can sing both Chinese songs and English songs~

169) Robin - The person who intro-ed Deathnote to me~

170) Kelvin Poh - My platoon sergeant in NSF, and now my president in soci soc. Woot.

171) Nessa - The first double post spotted on my wall this year....

172) Huishan (Arts Camp) - The AOGL for our OG this year. And a rare breed of ACJC-ian.

173) YongLin - JC LEP friend~

174) Jonathan Shyong - my awesome PW groupmate back in TJC days~

175) Reuben - A choir junior, with an inspiration story...

176) Chun Hao - Hmm... I think I knew him in bridge.... I think.. :S

177) Sheyanne - My sister's sister... which should mean that I will be having a new sister soon...

178) June - Woot~ Another friend who entered this list for the first time~ Back in secondary school times when your friend's 'mum' and 'aunts' are also your friend~

179) Aruna - A nice friend since year 1 =)

180) Becky - Another friend thanks to Tracy and Jiamin. Lol.

181) Walter - My first doctor-to-be friend! Credits to NUS summit this year~

182) Sufen @ 19:56 - My fellow FASS bowling friend~

183) Shu ying - One of my soci camp SPs, and also the friend who went for the audioMob with me earlier on this year!

184) Shuyin - Yup, not a double post. Another freshie this year, who happens to be from TJC as well~

185) Zhuan Kai - My Arts Camp freshie this year, who reminded everyone of Avatar.

186) XiuZhen - my 4 years classmate in secondary school, who is born one day earlier~

187) Jiamin - who is also my 飞刀姐 in NYJC... and one of my most entertaining KTV friends~

188) Seet teng @ 22:44 - my fellow OG mate back in year 1~

189) Tracy - Yup, the "legendary" Tracy, whose name have been mentioned a few times in this post.

190) Xin hui - Another ex-student~

191) Darren - choir senior!

192) Kheng Yong - Whenever I think of him, I think of dessert lunch...

193) Gladys - another choir senior!

194) Zhenbin - 一个让我久等的祝福~ But still grateful nonetheless~

195) Perry - My NUS bridge captain when I was year 1~

196) Vivien - A closet bowler in disguise. Lol~

197) Joyce - Glad to receive her birthday wish~

198) Hazel - LEP classmate back in JC days~

199) Benjamin Ow @ 23:18 - A friend who is also a loyal reader of this blog.. I think. Hahahaha.

200) Runjie - Another fellow guardsman back in army days~

201) Bernard - Our very own crasher in Arts camp, back when we were all year 1s..

202) Huiyong - Another friend since primary school~

203) Kenneth Yau - Potential next year OGL? Hahahaha~

204) Yvonne @ 23:37- Need to special mention her, because she wishes me on PM, because she believes that it's more personal than posting on FB wall. Haha. A nice classmate whose 缘分 seems to only start this year, but still... good =)

205) Yu xian - A very helpful councillor this year during Arts Camp, and a nice person too!

205) Zhi Kai - Fellow FASS Dota teammate! And also a great person because he gave us powerups during arts camp! Hohoho~

206) Grace chung - Another friend with a hidden talent in Taboo. Lol. Looking forward to listen to her amazing voice in KTV soon...

207) Lin Xinyi @ 23:59 - And this marks the end of the LIST OF GREAT PEOPLE who wishes me 'Happy birthday' on time~ Haha, will look forward to meeting up with the rest of 13/05s!

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And just in case there are people who will wish me late due to various possible reasons~ this section will be for the list of late people~ 但迟到总比没到好~ (this list might be updated regularly for the next few days I think...)

1) Debbie - my bridge friend in year 1, who somehow only become facebook friends again earlier today... Hmmm...

2) Sunil - A nice soci major I got to know through soci camp this year~

3) Silas - Yay~ Silas decided to give me a birthday wish from a different timezone this year~ =D

4) Xin hui

5) Kah Cheng

6) Shimin

7) Jacky

8) Zhenyu (who SMS-ed me~)

9) Mei hui

10) Zuhua

11) Gina

12) Ruzaini

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Special mention:

Of course, even though I mentioned it in the beginning of this entry, I would like to thank my wonderful family members, including my 2 very cute nephews, for celebrating my birthday with me, as well as wishing me in person. =)

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I can't believe I actually thought about the same thing as last year... about birthday wishes.. So maybe I will just elaborate a little bit more about it this year~ As mentioned in last year's entry, I believe birthday wishes are actually a good way to ice-break between friends who have drifted away a bit throughout the years, so... in fact, this year, I was actually happy to reply my friends' wishes, because it's a way to catch up with them~

Of course, the feeling sucks when I still have one more paper on Wednesday, but all these birthday wishes helped me cope with the sucky feeling, as they constantly help to provide me with the 幸福 feeling of having friends who bothers to wish me~

Anyway, to end off this 23rd birthday post, I would like to say that 过去的一年让我对生命有了更深一层的认识，也让我对自己更加的了解。很庆幸，我可以自觉到自己有所成长，并且也能对某些事重新有了信心。Hopefully, my year as a 23 years old will be an amazing year, and I will still continue to be a student at my next birthday.

Once again, thank you to the roughly 225 people this year who wished me Happy birthday on time. 我的生日，因为有了你的祝福，变得有一点点的不一样~

=)

The post before the birthday post~

2011-11-27T12:48:00.001+08:00

OK... it's less than 12 hours to my birthday, and honestly, I am slightly excited about it, despite the fact that I have an exam in less than 21 hours too. Argh. Oh well~

This year, I have made around 200 more facebook friends, according to my last year's 'final entry of the year'. So... will that translate to more birthday wishes this year? Honestly, I don't really have any hopes about that. As mentioned in last year's birthday entry, there will always be people who enter the list, and go missing later. So obviously, I will not put any expectations in such things. So anyway, I think every year, at this period, I will be excited, because I will be able to do what I had been doing since 2005, compile a list for the great friends that I have who will wish me happy birthday on my birthday. Probably mentioned in the past birthday list entries, this list was meant for entertainment initially, so obviously I'm not going to shallowly judge my friendships based on this list.

Hmmm... ok, this year's birthday wish, sadly, will be used on my exams, since I only end my exams on the 30th. Sigh~ But honestly, this year, I think I will be having very very different wish from past years. My thinking and all have changed this year... or at least I think so. So... yeah...

Ok, back to mugging~

康康~

2011-11-26T14:07:00.001+08:00

Yup. Once again, proving my theory of "exam makes everything else more interesting". Last night, I searched for 康康 songs, and I must say I like a few of his songs. Here by, shall recommend 3 songs~ (hopefully I will be able to sing them by the next KTV session I have)

By the way, these songs are quite emo...

Quote: "我在三十岁之后赚进了第一个十万块,虽然它来得有点晚,但是没关系;至少我圆了我的梦"

Quote: "希望失戀的朋友要諒解你的另外一半因為有時候其實你自己也不是很好只是你不願意承認."
"那天晚上收到妳的分手信我躲在棉被裡偷哭但是我並不怪妳因為我知道讓我變成男人的不是當兵而是妳離開我了"

I can't believe it's until so long later after he sang these songs that I found them. Seriously, I think these songs are damn good. And I love his 独白 in his MTV. 真是一言惊醒梦中人啊~

OK.... back to mugging...

微妙的感觉~

2011-11-25T00:16:00.001+08:00

Slightly related to this old blog post of mine: http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/07/just-to-share-some-thoughts-about.html

So today I was randomly looking at my friend's photo, and to my "horror", I saw one particular photo. The story goes back 2 years ago, before I entered uni. Back then, I attended a friend's 21st birthday party, and I saw another mutual friend during that party. At the end of the party, our mutual friend asked me to help their group/clique take a photo, and so I helped them take the photo. And let's fast forward to the time I entered uni, after all the orientation camps and so on. I made new friends, and know new people from uni.

So the thing is, when I saw that photo I took, I realised that ZOMG, I am actually friends with like half of them now. Lol. Yup. So... as far as I can track back, that birthday party was actually my 第一幕 (read the above entry for my explanation of this term) with these friends. Amazing.

And that explains the 微妙的感觉 I had...

First day of exam, and a song to share~

2011-11-23T14:16:00.001+08:00

Ok... the first paper just finished, and I can't help but to have a sense of GG-ness stuck in my brain after that. Honestly, I swear that this is the first time I wrote so little for a soci exam. One and a half page for each essay. Serious, no joke.

All along my market rate for essays are 2-3 pages, but seriously, 1 and 1/2 pages is too short in my opinion. But due to super bad time management and also mind blank, I end up with that, and submitted the shortest essay I have written in my NUS life to the examiner. Please please please, dun give me a bad grade for it.. :/

Oh well~ after exams, I went home with Ee yen, and on my way back, I actually ran into someone whom I thought I will never meet again. Lol. It happened within a few seconds, and I was sitting down waiting for my bus, while she board her bus. We did the typical 点头微笑 to each other, and she gave me this hand signal:

and the bus left.

And then, I realised something... The 2:10 - 2:15 of this scene (which I mentioned before in an older entry ( http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/12/and-strange-dream.html)

Quote:
有些事，不是说你扔掉就算了的。
你能把回忆扔掉吗？
你能把感觉扔掉吗？

Indeed. And no, mine was a slightly different context. For me, I was just.... slightly disturbed by the fact that I can still recall her number. Lol. And I thought I managed to successfully forget it 3 years ago~ Oh well. But I shall not be affected, coz tomorrow I have my second paper... shall mug now~ That's all for today~

Oh, and just nice this song appeared on my newsfeed, so decided to share it, because it's a nice song =)

一半
唱：丁噹曲：宇珩詞：管啟源

喝酒的伴一起看電影的伴
早餐晚餐的那個伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴一起去旅行的伴
聽懂我的笑話的伴
我的生活只差那個人就美滿

快樂剩一人分享
快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯
心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻提醒我孤單

沒有想法有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個留言安慰不了心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌你羨慕我
那要不要跟我交換

快樂剩一人分享快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒我的孤單

Playing the recorder~

2011-11-21T21:37:00.001+08:00

Yup. The primary school recorder we use for music lessons. I got reminded of how much I love to play it when I was in secondary school. So today, I spent almost an hour playing it. Well~ managed to successfully play finish a few songs by ear and memory:

没那么简单
爱情转移
雪花神剑
Eyes On Me
天地孤影任我行
and 3 of my 自创曲～

Yay. Enjoyed playing it. Hopefully I can think of new songs to play with it soon~

2011-11-21T02:45:00.001+08:00

虽然，在我最需要你的时候，你不在，但是，我相信当你在需要我的时候，我会在~

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2011-11-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

Finally, I watched this movie today~

Oh well~ I must say this movie really made me think a lot. *spoiler alert* Why can't two people who 非常相爱 end up together? It's like... in my opinion, the last scene was the most impactful, and genius scene. 九把刀 managed to 浓缩他们的回忆/经历 into that scene, and made it into both 搞笑又伤感的一幕。Wow.

Anyway, I hope I will not think about this movie until after exams, because there are really a lot of things that came into my mind after watching. 感触良多。Oh well~ Nice movie.

And a quote from the movie:

人生本來就有很多事是徒勞無功的。

Hmmm...

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After the movie, I met up with Van and Lujia, and we had dinner together~ Happy to see both of them and know about their 近况~ Thanks for celebrating my birthday~ =)

周星驰's wisdom

2011-11-19T00:19:00.001+08:00

周星驰 really rocks. Really.

Anyway, this movie, 西遊記之仙履奇緣 (and of course the previous part 月光宝盒) are really classic. Really. It's a movie that one can watch a few times, and at each stage of life, one will learn something more from it. When I was young (when this movie first came out), I simply find this movie entertaining. As I grew older, I start to understand more of its jokes. And I remember once when I just broke up, I happened to watch this show, and the ending of this movie left me crying for quite some time. And now, once again, when I watch this scene, I learnt again.

This scene is just amazing.

The whole scene is epic, but just in case video streaming is taking too much time, here's the conversation:
菩提：有一天當你發覺你愛上一個你討厭的人 ...這段感情才是最要命的
至尊寶：可是我怎麼會愛上一個我討厭的人呢？ ... 請你給我一個理由好不好？拜託！
菩提：愛一個人需要理由嗎？
至尊寶：不需要嗎？
菩提：需要嗎？
至尊寶：不需要嗎？
菩提：需要嗎？
至尊寶：不需要嗎？

Actually, simply mentioning this conversation doesn't do the scene justice, because the front part of the video is also quite meaningful. But anyway, the 重点 is supposed to be this very simple question: 愛一個人需要理由嗎?

What's your answer?

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On a side note, the Glover family finally had a wedding party just now. And Gwen gave birth to a healthy baby girl. Both Holden and Gwen also reached the top of their respective career. And I'm really wondering whether both of them should switch career, now that there's no more progress in their career, and because I managed to made them partners for 4 different community lots (which means $4000 income every few days), Holden is constantly writing novels and Gwen is constantly painting, I think money is definitely not an issue.

Zomg, I must stop playing Sims 3 and study more...

Dream

2011-11-18T11:45:00.001+08:00

It has been a long long time, since I was so affected by my dream when I wake up. Recently, the only other dream that was worth mentioning was this dream in which I was playing basketball, with characters from the comic, "SlamDunk", and I remember we were in an epic match, and I pass the ball to 仙道. The feeling I had when I woke up was good.

But this morning, when I wake up, I felt... confused. Oh well, so what did I dream about? I dreamt about her. The her from last year. At around this period. In the dream, somehow, I was still in a not-distant friendship with her, and from the part that I remember, we were sitting in a public transport, and I could tell that she likes another guy, from the way she act. The thing is, obviously the guy didn't really noticed her. In the dream, I still had feelings for her, and so I tried to make her realised that even if the guy ignores her, I'm still around. Lol. And with that, I woke up. Confused. Lol. Sometimes, I really wonder what dreams mean. Are they a reflection of our inner/suppressed emotions/desires? Or are they some sort of "divine" hint that is meant to give us directions in life? Or maybe they are simply the opposite of reality~

Whatever the case, even though this dream made me slightly confused when I wake up, I am still thankful for the dream. At least, it provided me with something that I don't have in reality.

一个暗恋的对象。

Sims 3 again~

2011-11-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

because I feel like blogging.

Actually, exam time is the time when you do a lot more things than usual, and many other things appear to be 1000times more interesting. For example, 3 sems ago, I started watching 爱，simply because I was studying for exam, and it appeared to be so much more interesting than readings. So... yeah.

Anyway, I started playing this household, the Glover household (http://sims.wikia.com/wiki/Glover_household), which basically include Holden and Gwen. The description of this pair are as follows: Roommates Gwen and Holden are an odd pair: she’s artsy and outgoing; he’s spacey and bookish. Will they be just good friends, or something more?

So anyway, currently, they are at the adult stage, and Gwen is the Governor, while Holden is a Newscaster. As of now, they just became boyfriend and girlfriend, so... yeah.. I wasted their young adult stage at skill developing and socializing with other friends (for Gwen) and writing novels (for Holden), and most importantly, stabilizing their careers, so that they need not worry about their expenses in the future. Oh well~ I just hope that they will give birth soon... and then maybe Gwen will retire in the politician career and instead, turn towards the music career, which is supposed to be her dream. Then, when Holden hit the top of his journalism career, he will become a professional writer and just stay at home and look after the kids, while writing his novels~

Hmmm...

Something interesting~

2011-11-17T19:38:00.001+08:00

Ok... Lujia told me about this before quite some time ago, but I think I shall just blog it here so that I can refer back to my blog if I ever want to remember about it:

There are 5 different types of love language, and it applies to friendships as well as relationships~

Words of Affirmation

Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

Quality Time

In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

Receiving Gifts

Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

Acts of Service

Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

Physical Touch

This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.

One should correctly identify the correct love language of different people, so that one will do the right thing~

助人为快乐之本~

2011-11-17T19:21:00.001+08:00

往往，做事情都会有理由的。

但是，就是这一次，这么热心帮他们~我还真说不出一点理由。是打从心底希望他们能做好。难道真的领悟到“施比受，更有福”的道理吗？

不清楚耶~反正重点是能帮他们，有没有理由，又有什么关系呢？

自言自语~

2011-11-15T12:30:00.001+08:00

There are quite a number of things on my mind, so I decided to just let it out here~ more healthy that way~ Of course, I believe this entry will only make sense to me... so you can skip this entry if you are not interested~

Honestly, it's damn awkward to drink both coffee and milo together at the same time. In the end, one of them will be missed. And initially, you could have fully appreciated the taste of both of them, but because you drink them together, now at best you can only taste one of them fully. Oh, that reminds me... for the someone who told me that you wun. You did in the end. Not that I am surprised or anything.... I kind of expected it anyway. I mean... being 22years old means I have seen quite abit about life, and can more or less react to disappointments and empty promises. Though I still felt something, which causes me to blog this out, at least I will not be so sad or depressed, since I already speculated this from happening. Oh, and to someone who disappeared, I am guessing that you choose bus over MRT, which is why I no longer see you at the MRT station. If that's the case, then just take bus all the way. Don't 30 days take bus then 1 day take MRT. You sure? Oh well~ Maybe you are really THAT busy. I don't know. Oh well~

Hmmmm... / iPhone app to recommend~

2011-11-12T14:46:00.001+08:00

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Ok... I actually spent quite some time last night playing with this app called "Glee Karaoke" by Smule. It's fun! Lol. And if you have that app, and interested in singing together, do tell me~ Lol.

(I hope that app is still free though... )

11/11/11

2011-11-11T02:04:00.001+08:00

I wonder what kind of wish I'll make at 11:11:11 later.

I was initially thinking that I might actually wish for "true love", but I realised that somehow, I think I have lost the faith in it. To me, as of now, making a wish like this is like wishing for a unicorn to appear in my house. Lol. Oh well~

And speaking of making a wish.. Hmmm... My birthday is coming~

Riddle entry~

2011-11-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

I knew it. I saw it coming. But I guess something inside me just decided to go along with it. Maybe it's because I was so sick of it. So in the end, it's kinda like bystander effect.

Dragging each other into hell.

And after that, I must climb up.

你行的。

AudioMob and Shinni's 21st birthday

2011-11-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

OMFG.

I can't believe that I totally did not blog about these two things that happened on November 6th. So... I am blogging this entry now, at the end of 2011, but scheduling it back at November. Hope it works. Lol.

So anyway, here goes:

I'm so so so happy that I took part in this audio mob, because FINALLY, I HAVE PARTICIPATED IN A FLASHMOB! And the cool thing about audiomob is that it's over a period of... 2 hours or something? I can't really remember. But.. yeah.. We basically plug our earphones in, and listen to the instructions given in the preloaded mp3. The below video is something like what we did that day...

So, initially I was to participate this event with Sam, but she fell sick, so in the end, I joined Shu ying instead. My favourite part of our audio mob was to freeze in the middle of Orchard Road.. for around 2mins. Haha, can see all the pedestrian having a confused and curious look over their faces. So.. yeah.. I am really really glad that I managed to go for this Audio Mob. Thank you Yiling for your invitation!

And after audiomob, I rushed down to Shinni's 21st birthday party. To me, it's quite amazing that as SPs, we still keep in touch, and I actually got invited to her 21st birthday party. So.. yeah~ blogging it here so that I can remember about it when I look back at 2011~ =)

The week without the laptop~

2011-11-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

That's right..

And speaking of that... I was in a damn bad mood, because I just rushed down to the school to collect my laptop this afternoon (because if not I will need to wait until Tuesday), and when I reached home, CCB, it's password locked. And I have no numbers to call, because it's already after office hours. So in the end, I still dun get to use my laptop for this long weekend. Argh.

Anyway, they changed the motherboard of the laptop, as well as reformat it. So... yea... I think I will be spending some time reinstalling everything back.. sian...

So here I am, blogging with my sis's computer. Let's see... something great happened this Monday! It's Jocelyn's birthday celebration~

We went to Vivocity for her celebration, and her very sweet and thoughtful boyfriend actually made a cake for her! And it tasted really really nice =D Haha. After that, we leave the two of them to their 二人世界, while the rest of us hang out at the Macs nearby, and talk about all sorts of nonsense, including amazing facts about our bodies. Lol. After that, it's home sweet home~

The Lake House

2011-11-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oi_mplXqYfc&feature=fvwrel - giving this link because the owner disabled embedding~

So anyway, I got this DVD a few Christmas ago... but I didn't have the time to watch it. Lol. So last night, finally, I managed to watch this movie, and I must say that... I'm really really glad to have this movie. Lol. In my opinion, it's a wonderful movie, and a beautiful movie too. Although from my facebook status update, some friends will see that another of my friend think otherwise, because from a philosophical point of view, this movie indeed.. suck. Lol. But anyway, the movie talks about 2 people who fell in love with each other, even though they are 2 years apart. Yup. So... in the end, I teared a bit O_O , coz I really enjoyed this movie.

So anyway, now just to touch on the philosophical side of this movie...hmmm.. my friend gave me this link, which more or less summarise the philosophical problem this movie faced~ http://rogerebert.suntimes.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=%2F20060615%2FREVIEWS%2F60606007
I like the last sentence, "Now about that dog: Dogs live outside of time, don't you think? LOL.

So anyway, I found the ending scene on youtube, for this is for those who have watched the movie, and want to recall the most touching scene~

H

HELL WEEK OVER!!!

2011-10-31T17:37:00.000+08:00

YES! FINALLY! But there is just one little thing... -_- I still have an exam this coming Monday (tomorrow). After that, I SHALL BE FREE FOR A WHILE~ Can't wait. And I can finally send this poor laptop for repair or something. Argh. Anyway, I am here to blog about a few things~ first..... LEP 螃蟹宴~

Due to the fact that Peng Laoshi is going to retire soon, our batch of LEP students decided to give her a treat at this vegetarian restaurant at Simei. It's nice to see everyone again, even though it's just... 9 people. Lol. But still, I got to see people like LingShan, whom I have not talked to since graduation. And she is still as epic as I remember.. Lol. Quote of the day: "Pattern lor."

Anyway, seeing everyone at the dinner caused me to think a bit.. it's like, everyone there is doing something that is related to LEP, like Chinese teacher, reporter, translator... and I wonder to myself, the reason for me taking sociology and philosophy, instead of Chinese. Lol. Oh well~

Anyway, after the dinner, I went home to continue on with my essay~ And I must say that it's the first time I found myself struggling to finish an essay. It's like... damn difficult to smoke -_- So... oh well~ even though the deadline is on Friday, I still didn't manage to finish it by Thursday night. So by the time I go to bed at 4am on Thursday, I still have like 600+ words to spawn.

On Friday, my initial plan was to finish my essay in school, before joining Jocelyn, Tzehao and Tingyun for teoheng session at NTU alumni house. Thankfully, 1 hour before the meeting time, I suddenly got an EUREKA! moment, so suddenly I just pluck 500 words from thin air. Being quite satisfied with it, I decided to just leave the essay alone first and go sing K with them~ It's really a damn good experience to sing K with them, because our taste of songs are more or less similar. And once again, I managed to surprised them with songs that they didn't recognise by title, but by the time I start to sing it, they got it instantly. Haha, and for a change, we end the session with 勁歌金曲, yes, the Canto version. Haha, because Teoheng play cheat go and cut the Chinese version, so we sang the canto version for the whole 10mins+. And after that, it's me rushing back to school and complete the essay~

On Saturday, I went for Aruna's 21st birthday party, and I must say that hers is the first of its kind that I have attended so far. Haha, it's a nice party, and all of us get to listen to how awesome she is~ Haha. And I guess this marks the end of this blog entry~ Actually, I blogged about this entry earlier on, but because my laptop spoil, it failed to update it on blogger, so... ya... =( Now I am sending my laptop for repair, so I might not be blogging for a while~

叙旧

2011-10-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

Yup. This is really the reason why I am updating this space now. Although I have essay deadlines, but just now, a "random" event happened. A friend whom we haven't speak to for 5 years talked to me on facebook by mistake. Lol. But, as ck, I feel that it's a kind of... 缘分, that such a random accident happened. So.. yup, we 叙旧 for like 1 hour I think... and I dun regret that decision. And although I have a lot of things I want to say about this whole thing, my brain is really freaking tired.. so I think I will just sleep first ba~Looking forward to... Friday, when I can eat with uni friends~

有时候...

2011-10-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

有时候,真的很忙... 忙到连emo 的时间也没有.也不知道是好是坏, 今天看到了一张图画,在脸书上分享了,名为,"那似乎已被遗忘的感觉.." 之后,有想过上载在blog上,写一篇emo的entry. 但是,我那可恶的essay却还没写完,而且,就算写完了还有多一个要完成. 这不愧是我this sem 的 hell week. Lol. Oh well~*题外话:恭喜好友终于不是evergreen 了!!! =D May she be your one and only~

Riddle?

2011-10-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

I seriously don't know why you think this is easy... because in my opinion, this is so risky that I have no idea whether we are 100% correct.

Oh well~

叶子

2011-10-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行
到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信
自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
Repeat~
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子

This is the song to sing as the last song for KTV last time, back in JC times... because this MTV is 8mins plus long. And then... 情歌王 came along, and we seldom sing this song anymore in KTV. And I think I never really thought about this song since then...

But today, I was thinking to myself, that 我一个人吃饭旅行,到处走走停停... and decided to listen to this song again. And... well, I think I finally understood the meaning of this song today... or rather, I feel that I can finally "feel" this song. Haha, 句句歌词的意思,都了解了,也能感同深受. Especially the chorus, "我想我不仅仅是失去你". Indeed. Since then, I 不仅仅失去了一个人. There are so many things that disappear along with it. And I also agree that "只是我早已经遗忘,当初怎么开始飞翔" and "爱情原来的开始是陪伴, 但我也渐渐地遗忘, 当时是怎样有人陪伴". Lol... and because of the 领悟 about this song, this song is now added to my iPhone playlist~

Anyway, a little update about my life... I need to spawn 3 essays out by next Monday. LOL. So, do pardon me if I don't update this blog regularly these few days (actually I think I will blog more instead -_- )~ Ok.. back to essays~

Lunch with Xuefang~

2011-10-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ok.. maybe I should mention the lunch that I had today, which more or less caused me to blog this entry out. Haha. Today, I had lunch with Xuefang~ aka Sam. Lol. It started off from a random msn conversation, talking about different iPhone apps, and ta-da~ we met for lunch, and transferred a few apps for one another! (ZOMG, now I have 4 THE SIMS 3 APP ON MY IPHONE!!! =D THANK YOU XUEFANG~ <3 )

So anyway, she gave me the idea of blogging about iPhone apps that I use, given the fact that I download ALOT of apps regularly. Yes. I really mean A LOT. And the thing is... I did not jailbreak my phone, which means that 99% of the app on my phone are FREE APPS, or at the very least, I downloaded them when they were free. A very good example will be WhatsApp, which was free once in a while (I think it was free just a few days ago). So.. yeah.. so I have a lot of apps on my phone... just to let non-iPhone users know a bit more (though I doubt non-iPhone users will be interested), a typical iPhone users, aka the friends whom I checked with, have maybe around 50 apps (plus minus 30) on their iPhone, and I have like... at least 4 times more than that -_- Yup.

So anyway, I am still considering to set up a whole new blog (which will make my account in charge of 6 blogs in total) or to simply blog about them once in a while here in this blog... so... yeah.. guess I will do that soon enough~

Meanwhile, I looked at my only post with the label: iPhone in this blog, and decided to share one more screenshot that I found funny~

真实谎言

2011-10-16T16:44:00.001+08:00

I don't know whether you guys know about this show... I myself only watched one part of this show before, and one particular part about this show got me thinking.

So anyway, this show is basically paying people to tell the truth. Somehow, there will be some lie detector attached to the contestant, and then the host will ask the contestant questions (usually very private questions, like whether you are involved in an orgy before, whether you are homosexual...) (at least that was the questions asked in the episode I watched), and the more questions the contestant answer truthfully, he/she receives more money.

So anyway, here's a photo Tingzi posted today,

So what's the significance of this photo? This question is under debate, on what the answer should be. So imagine if one person took part in the show, and the host asked, "Do you think the answer is 1?" Regardless of the "truth", the question is actually asking the person about his/her beliefs. I think what I'm trying to say is that sometimes, there isn't any truth out there... it's all about beliefs. Like if I managed to lie to myself, and convince myself that I am actually superman, I believe I can pass the lie detector test claiming that I am superman.

Ok.. I think I say enough rubbish already~ Lol. Back to doing essays.. T_T

How I Met Your Mother Season 5 Episode 10 The Window

2011-10-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

Obviously, I am unable to find any youtube links to share this on my blog~ And obviously I am not going to upload it... so... yeah... just suddenly feel like mentioning this on my blog. Haha... and I think only 1 person in this world knows EXACTLY what I'm talking about, because this is the only 1 person that I passed the clip to.

Maybe at the end of the year, this will be a riddle to reveal~ or maybe not. Lol. Anyway, the first 5mins of this episode pretty much sums up what I wanted to say in this entry. And the ending of that episode should be what I expect too. Yeah~ That's all~

(If you are a close friend of mine, and you don't know what the hell I am talking about, feel free to ask me abt it on MSN ;) I'll tell you~ )

A song

2011-10-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

I forgot whether I have shared this song here before... but I really really like this song, ever since I heard this song from the movie, "Austin Power" when it first came out (u can figure out at what age did I start liking this song then~). So... yeah..

Do hope you readers will appreciate this song as much as I do~

生病了~

2011-10-10T10:14:00.000+08:00

Yup... as far as I remember, it's been quite long since I last went to see doctor because I'm sick. I personally believe in 自然好, instead of 靠西药... so when I go see doctor, it really means that I can't take it anymore =(

So anyway, I think I slept my whole Sunday away, besides the fact that I went to see doctor in the morning. The medicine really induce sleepiness, and ya... I just sleep lor. Oh, and speaking of medication, I really managed to identify what kind of drug I am eating, based on the knowledge I got from "GEK2501 - understanding your medication" , aka the MCQ exam that I just took. Lol. So... yeah.. it's quite interesting to see that something you learn in uni finally applies in everyday life.

That being said, I'm not trying to say that it's the first time I applied something from uni onto everyday life. Philosophy and sociology, in my opinion, IS part of everyday life already. It's like.. I'm not sure whether I mentioned this before, but during one of my philosophy lectures this sem, a visiting professor once said, "If you are looking for answers, you should go ask the sociology student; we just want to see whether the answers make sense, or whether it's logical or not."

So... just nice, I have the knowledge of soci and philo together, which means I should be able to find answers, and test its validity and logic. Lol. Oh well~

领悟~

2011-10-07T19:03:00.001+08:00

I just had my first ever negative marking paper in my life. Lol. It was a "30 questions MCQ", although I personally think it's a scam. Lol. It's a science module, or pharmacy module to be exact, that I am taking to fulfill my university requirement. And.. well, the format of the test is like this:

Each question, there is a, b, c and d options, and we must answer True or False for each of these options. For every options that u answer correctly, you get 0.25 mark, and if u get one wrong, they deduct 0.25 mark. The lowest mark u can get from one question is 0 (aka no negative marks will be carried over).

And so... in essence, there are 120 questions actually (because 30 times 4 options). Lol. And while I was doing the paper, I suddenly came to a realisation, it's like a 领悟, and I decided to share it with everywhere who reads this blog~

Unfortunately, I am not someone who mug every single details, so there are bound to be a few questions that I have totally no idea about. I mean... all the drug name looks the same to me! O_O So for such questions, where all 4 options I don't know, the best course of action is definitely to tikam all the way. Since there is no loss.

For questions where I confirm know 1 option, and is around 75% sure of 2 other options, I realise that it's more "profitable" to tikam those 2; the rationale is that if I decided to tikam 1 already, I might as well tikam the second one as well~ (go figure it out yourself if you don't understand).

Ya.. so basically, that's all I can remember (I vaguely remember that there should be something else, but I forgot -_- ). Hope it helps anyone who needs to do negative paper but haven't done so before~

我活着

2011-10-04T13:23:00.001+08:00

I rememeber blogging about this song before, some time last year, but once again, I decide to share this song on this blog:

我活着是孤独的

不管是用什么方式在活着
我的爱是孤独的
不管用了多少力量在爱着

迎着风发飞扬
一个人旅程漫漫
这一次我已不想
不想再和你争辩

没有什么叫永远
没有爱真的不变
自己尝过自己才了解
冷暖流过的滋味
我睡了是孤独的
我醒着是孤独的
我的爱是孤独的
我活着是孤独的

I like this song for a very simple reason: It's singing facts. And the first line says it all: we are all alone. Especially when we are busy, eventually, somehow, we will reach a state that's called "各扫门前雪", so busy until we can only bother about our own stuff.

I was seriously thinking about how life will be as a monk these days... or maybe in Singapore. Definitely, it will not be like what I imagined a monk life should be: 天天在庙里抄经文,吃的不是自己种的,就是用别人捐的钱买的,水是自己从井或溪水那儿挑的. Obviously, this kind of lifestyle doesn't apply in Singapore... or at least I can't imagine it to happen in Singapore.

Anyway, for those who are suspecting that I am going to run off to become a monk or something, don't worry. At least I wun be one as long as my parents are still alive. But then again, things are hard to say. Like you never know suddenly something happens and change my mind drastically or something. Lol. But I would think it's highly unlikely la.

These few weeks, thoughts about 遁入佛门 and 悟入佛门 kept on appearing in my mind =/ Lol, I think I miss my LEP lessons too much already. Anyway, I can see that this entry is digressing from what I initially intend to blog about, but oh well, now the lecture resumes, so I guess that's all for now~

Random tweet~

2011-10-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

骗人的最高境界，就是完全欺骗自己，骗到连身边的人否定你，你仍完全相信自己的谎言。

Kinda reminds me of my quote about "A perfect lie makes a perfect world". Oh well~ What is reality anyway? What is the truth? Things get more messy when it comes to feelings I think. Like I might like a person, but somehow, I managed to convince myself that I don't like that person, and vice versa. So what's the truth? Is there anyway for us to know what our feelings really are?

Level up~

2011-10-01T19:21:00.001+08:00

Zomg, it's really true.

As in the part from 5:20 - 541. Lol. 辛辛苦苦, finally after so many years, there is a sign that he really never talk cock in this video. Lol.

虽然还是没有那么好听,但能 hit 到那个note, 就是一个很大的进步了~ Woohoo~

少了借口~

2011-09-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

Time to ask yourself again, now that one big excuse you can use is gone.

感觉非常矛盾~

全部人都知道,等只会让机会慢慢消失; 但这是机会吗? 如果是机会,又是什么机会呢?

扪心自问,你的心究竟在哪里? 希望你尽早有个答案,也希望你不会留下任何遗憾.

如果想,就别拖了~ 至少,也该做好准备... 就有如建一栋楼,先打稳地基,再开始建?

最重要,还是得看你到底要建什么样的楼吧~

祝你早日有个答案.

Mugging~

2011-09-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

for sexuality mid terms tomorrow. Anyway, the only time you see me mugging will be when I have a test the next day, and this reminded me of Danny's famous quote back in secondary school days:

"临时抱佛脚,好过没有抱"

True. Really. LOL.

So anyway, I am reading on religion and sexuality now, and I can't help but to get reminded of this thought/question that I had in the past:

It seems to me that some religions are for the idea of abstinence and celibacy. And we have characters like monks, who do not engage in reproductive sexual acts. If this is the case, doesn't this way of thinking tilt towards the whole 灭世 idea? As in, if you don't engage in sexual acts, you cannot have babies, and therefore no new population, and eventually everyone will just die off with no one to take over them. Ta-da~

I think that my way of arguing for this case commits the fallacy of slippery slope, but I do think that there is a problem with it. Hmmm... Ok, back to studying~

Busy uni life~

2011-09-25T19:04:00.001+08:00

I'm not very sure if this only applies to uni life, but it seems that somehow, we are all busy. So busy until we can hardly meet up with our friends, from everywhere. It might be due to technology too, like there are some "friends" who shouldn't be "friends" at all. (refer to previous previous post about facebook)

So... here I am, thinking about all the things that are "supposed" to happen, such as meet-ups with different groups of people and so on. Somehow, everyone is just too busy. Maybe that's life~ But then again, what are we really busy with?

I can't help but to be reminded of this comic that I like... it's like at every stage in life, we are not supposed to play, we have more "important" things to do. And speaking of comic... I just finish re-reading this comic called F.Compo (反串家族). Really like it a lot. Haha. Ok... enough of the random entry, shall blog again soon~

Random thoughts~

2011-09-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

Decided to blog now, even though nothing much has happened... Actually, something interesting did happened... a few days ago, so I might as well blog about it first~

I drove my dad's car out on Thursday night to buy something, and my mum insisted in accompanying me. Then when she ask my dad to accompany her, he don't want. So in the end only the 2 of us went out. Halfway through the journey, my mother decided to "teach my father a lesson" for not accompanying her out, so she called home a few times to tell my dad that we lost our way on some random highway, then my dad got really worried. (Sigh, to think that my father believed that I got lost -_- )

Finally, when we reached home, we decided to pranked call my dad one last time at our door step ( he couldnt see us but we could hear his reaction) to tell him the car broke down and his reaction was damn epic, while we were laughing away at the door. Like literally laugh until stomachache.

So yup, that's my cute family =D

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Anyway, recess week is coming to an end, and I felt that I didn't really do anything for the past 7 days. And it's kind of worrying. :/

Had a random conversation with my brother yesterday, about all sorts of stuff, but it all started with moral education in primary school (because of my term project), and then we go on to comment on the education system, and I went on to point out the 无奈 about the whole world, where we are just all forced to adopt a certain lifestyle because we need to remain competitive in this world. Seriously, it's sad.

Ok.. Actually I forgot the real reason why I want to blog... but I guess that should be enough for now, will blog again soon~

Soci soc meeting / Cap 5 KTV session / Jie ying's 21st birthday party~

2011-09-22T17:51:00.002+08:00

The first meeting of the new soci soc happened on Tuesday, and it's unlike all meetings I ever had in soci soc so far. Lol. But it was good. Lol. After our meeting, we had lunch at Swensens @ Clementi. We had lots of funny jokes over lunch, which eventually led to Ruzaini having a twitter account.

After the lunch, I went on to crash Cap 5's Teoheng session, and we sang until 7pm, and then we had Katong Laksa for dinner. After chit chatting for close to 2 hours, we finally leave the place.

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Jieying's 21st birthday was interestingly fun, because this is the first time I attended a birthday party with specific games for their guests. So we played running man, where we find clues and so on for the afternoon. I got to know new people because of this, and I must say that I got to know awesome people. Lol. Speaking of this, I can't help but to think about something philosophical during this, which is how human to human relationship have changed throughout the years. Like for example in the past, if we were to know someone during a party, and that we come from very very different social circles, I would say that most likely it will be remain as a relationship forged during the party, end of story. But now, with Facebook, we get to "friend" each other, and constantly receive news and updates about one another (assuming no restrictions), so in a way, people get to... "prolonged" such relationships, and there is a chance for them to get closer and eventually become better friends and so on.

So anyway, back to the party, Aruna, Louisa, David and Grace joined us (Jayne and I) when dinner starts, and we had lots of fun playing Taboo (honestly, I think that's one of the funniest game ever), looking at how everyone of us panic while trying to make our teammates guess the word, and all the funny descriptions. Lol. Finally, it's cake cutting, and zomg, it's chocolate cake! =D Haha, really enjoyed the cake. Lol.

So after cake cutting, and when all the parents and relatives left the scene, it's part 2 of the party, some more games, and eventually drinking games. Finally, I got to stayover at a party for drinking games, and finally, I got the chance to drink together with Mbi. Hahaha. Cheers to Mbi once again.

Surprisingly, I once again didn't get drunk. Speaking of this, yup, I realised somehow I have this 狗屎运, when I participated in parties or whatever that involves drinking, somehow, I don't get to drink a lot one (not that I am complaining), because somehow there is always someone else getting sabo-ed. So ta-da~ I never ever gotten drunk before. This is not to say that I 酒量好, 只不过是运气好罢了~

So, ya, witnessed people getting drunk, and stayed up till the morning, and eventually I left the place at 9am~ Overall, it was an awesome party, and I thank Jieying for being able to throw such a great party =D

Johnny English Reborn

2011-09-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

Just watched it with Guobin, Yangyi, Sammy, Eeyen, Tingyun and Jocelyn. It's quite funny~ Just what you expect from a Johnny English movie. For those who haven't watch but plan to watch, don't forget to stay behind for the after credits scene. =D

Today is also the day I tried fried mars balls for the first time! =D Yummy!

This week~

2011-09-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

Felt happy~ because I managed to guide a few juniors for their soci essay which was due on Friday. Haha. Hopefully all of them get good grades for their essay~

And the rest of the week was pretty.. boring.. especially now that we no longer play sanguosha in soci soc room as regularly as before. Speaking of sanguosha... Zomg, I am gonna join a competition 3v3 next month! Lol. So cool. Let's see how it goes la.. I believe I will see a new side of sanguosha, since now we are gonna play 3v3 competition, instead of the standard "guess who are the bad guys" version.

So anyway, just came home from Tingyun's birthday celebration~ we went to playnation for console games, and then bugis for dinner and arcade. It's a fun experience, and I do hope that we will hang out together more often~ =D

无题

2011-09-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

明知道你是错的人，明知道这不是缘份~ -错的人

Have you ever done something, knowing that it's wrong, but yet continue doing it because it makes you feel better? Something like smoking, drinking... you know it's bad for your body, but at the instance that you are doing it, you feel better, so you decided to do it.

Once again, 精神寄托~ I know there is nothing, but since it can help me at this moment, 就寄托吧~

自欺欺己.

无题~

2011-09-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

Indeed. I feel that's what happened over this weekend~

加油!

Eventful Friday~ (Sending Silas off, first time blood donation and NUS Soci Soc 44th AGM)

2011-09-10T00:51:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 530am~ and because dear lulu overslept, we end up leaving our house at 625am... and we cab to the airport to send Silas off for his SEP. Take care when you are over there!

After Silas entered the departure gate, Van, Lujia and me went off to Mac for our Mac breakfast!! Yay~ It's been a damn long time since I ate hotcakes, and it's really really nice =D and then, I set off to school from the airport, and... ya.. had my tutorial, before meeting Tingzi for lunch for the first time in this semester. =D And we had it with her 前妻 too~

After lunch, I rushed off to meet KitQin, and we pulled along James to come with us to donate blood, and FINALLY, I DONATED BLOOD! =D Yay! I really really feel happy that I finally did it. I have always wanted to donate blood since... secondary school or something, and ya, finally, today is the day I donated blood to save somebody. Just to explain why, I strongly believe in 救人一命, and I believe that one of the purpose in my life, is to donate my blood to save people, since my blood type is O, the universal donor. So... yeah. That more or less explains why I have always wanted to donate blood.

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Before I blog about today's AGM, I decided to look back at last year's entry, http://superzhichao.blogspot.com/2010/09/another-random-update.html , to maybe have a feel of what I was thinking a year ago, as well as my feelings after AGM. And what I can say is... the feeling is very very different. To explain my feeling now... maybe this poem I studied during LEP will help~

定　风　波
by 苏轼

莫听穿林打叶声，何妨吟啸且徐行。

竹杖芒鞋轻胜马，谁怕？一蓑烟雨任平生。
料峭春风吹酒醒，微冷，山头斜照却相迎。
回首向来萧瑟处，归去，也无风雨也无晴。

(sorry, for those who don't know about this poem piror to this, you can just google it yourself the meaning for this poem)

Anyway, back to the AGM. As expected, I didn't get the first position I ran for, which is the vice president. Something that actually went out of my expectation, is that the person I thought would become the president didn't win. Instead, it's the person that I voted for, and have full confidence in that got in. Haha. I am really happy for my friend to win it. So anyway, today's president election was a unexpected 3 corner fight, and so, obviously, the remaining 2 who didn't get president ran for vice president, together with me. I was actually hoenstly considering whether to just pull out at the last minute, because.. now that the result of the president is out, I didn't really feel the need to run for VP anymore. But, oh well, since I have already 放风声 that I am running for VP, I decided to just carry on, even though I more or less can predict the result already. (to be honest, I am still wondering at this moment whether I should have just followed my gut feeling and just not accept the nomination.. but oh well, things have already happened, so.. ya)

What I was really surprised, is that I didn't get the post that I initially wanted: Hon gen sect. Like seriously. Lol. But then again, because 我得失心不重, and I have faith in Kelvin, so not getting a position in Exco didn't really made me feel too disappointed, even though I must admit that I did feel a bit sian. So end up, I just re-ran for the organising cell, seeing it as the last chance for me to contribute to the soci soc. (although once again, I was seriously considering whether to run or not, because I know that as the deputy, it will be just like last year) But oh well~ 最后还是决定 accept the nomination, and I believe the future CK will understand the real reason for me doing that. (a hint in case I forget... 'think again')

So... yup~ 也无风雨也无晴~ Anyway, all along, I have always been for the idea of having a members pool for the soc, because of a few friends bugging me, and also because I personally believe that it will help solve a few problems we faced, as the organising committee. Part of the reason why I wanted to run for exco today, is simply because of the belief that exco holds more power than a deputy head. So now that I didn't managed to get what I hoped for, I have to put my trust in the president that I voted for. But most importantly, I must remind myself that I shall not 多嘴, and forget the fact that I'm a senior in the soc during future meetings, because after today's AGM, I'm still a 小兵, and ya... it all depends on the top people~

One more thing to add, is that I do hope that my second 不祥的预感 wun come true. Just a week ago, I spoke to X regarding a certain issue, or rather, a problem about the soci soc. Today, I see a possibility of the same problem arising, just that it comes in another form. I sincerely hope that I am thinking too much, and.. ya, hopefully, things wouldn't move towards the direction that I feared.

Finally, I would like to thank Jocelyn and Tingyun for coming down to support me, and of course Michelle, who came for a while but couldn't stay. =D As for the rest of my friends, I thank you for shooting me during my Q&A session, and also thank you for voting me if you did.

I shall see how soci soc change this year.

And one final thing: 记得,不要有期望.真的.

Gut feeling~

2011-09-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

To be honest... 这几天还真是有种不祥的预感, with regards to the soci soc AGM. Even though I have declared my intention that I am running for VP, somehow, at the back of my mind, I have a strong feeling that I wouldn't get it. Lol. Serious.

For one, I strongly believe that my dear president-to-be will not vote for me, and if that is the case, it's reasonably safe to assume that his whole gang will not be voting for me. On top of that, a few people who initially said that they will be dropping by AGM, according to my prediction, will not turn up, so that's a few more votes gone. Lol.

Secondly, I have a strong competitor running against me for the same position, and deep down inside, I know that he has the ability to do a better job than me. LOL. I mean, I worked with him before, and I honestly like his working style. In fact, I believe me and him shares the same way of thinking, so... ya... if I am not running, I would definitely vote for him. So... ya... Lol.

Thirdly, I must question myself why I want to run for VP in the first place. Honestly speaking, I think it's simply because I know who will end up as the P, and among the remaining post, VP is the post that is least under pressure, and under the control of P. So... yeah.. it's kinda just a reaction to P that motivated me to run for VP. In fact... actually I am the most interested in the position of hon gen sec. Lol. But see how la~ who knows?

Whatever the result tomorrow, all I hope is that I will still be in the soci soc after tmr~ Although... I don't know.. Lol.. My mind's in a rather confused state now... hopefully I will sort out my thoughts tmr~ Oh.. and I need to wake up at 530am to send Silas off~

Counting down 2 days to a special day~

2011-09-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

It's really a special day 2 days later... the 9th of Sept, and I am going to say why:

1) Silas is flying off for SEP that morning~ So it's yet another morning wake up send him off day... much like the day when Enci flew off for NOC.

2) It's also the soci soc AGM. And... this time round, I am running again, though I am still not exactly ready... as in I haven't prepare any speech and all that. Lol. But then again, I might not prepare at all.. see how la.

3) It's 9th of Sept! 九月九日, and it reminds me of this poem I learnt during secondary school c-lit:

<九月九日忆山东兄弟> and the first two lines goes like, 独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲。

Indeed. Lol.

4) FINALLY, I AM GOING TO DONATE BLOOD!!! I AM FINALLY GOING TO FULFIL MY PURPOSE IN LIFE.

A little background about that, is because I believe one of my purpose in life is to donate blood, since my blood type is O, which is a universal donor. So... ya. I am glad that I finally have chance to donate blood, for the first time! Yay! Let's hope it's not too painful!

Yup, and that explains why the day is so special...

The missing piece

2011-09-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

Actually I knew about this story 2 years ago, when Enci introduced it to me when he took his Psychology exposure. So anyway, today I am watching this story again (but video this time).

I really think this clip has different layers of meanings, so I shall just give my own intepretation for a few parts that I like. For the first part, it talks about the missing piece being able to talk to worms, smell flowers and so on, and it's the best time of all. Maybe we can look at it from the point of view of working?

And from 1:35 to 1:58 , I think it's about relationship, like love, and how he found the right piece, but lost it because he didn't hold on too tight, and the second one which broke because he held on too tight. And finally, the last part... about how he put down the final piece, even though they fit together well... My own intepretation is that he's just involved in the whole process of "finding the missing piece", and not eventually settling down on one. Oh well~

Suckseed

2011-08-29T20:32:00.009+08:00

This is an awesome movie! =D

For those who haven't watched this movie, and is comtemplating whether to watch it, I will recommend you to watch it! This is the second thai movie I watched in the cinema, after "Hello stranger", and I must say that this movie felt as good as it, even though both movies are of different genre.

Basically, *spoiler alert, skip to next paragraph if you don't want me to spoil* this movie is about this guy who like this girl all along, but didn't make his feelings clear, until his best friend told him that he is interested in that girl. Throughout the movie, they formed a band, which due to some 机缘巧合, entered a competition. Throughout the movie, you see the love story develops, as well as how the band mature. There are scenes which are particularly funny, such as how some singers just appear suddenly in the scene, and also the part where the results were announced. Also, the love story in this movie is... quite nice and sad at the same time..

So anyway, it's a nice movie la, and I think I shall go and find some of the songs in the movie and put it into my iPhone. Do watch it if you have the time~

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Monday's lunch was spent with Michelle and Ee Yen~ And yay! Finally, I explored UTOWN!!! OMG OMG OMG. The place looks nice! And also atas, like machiam some condo like that. ZOMG. I am like so tempted to stay there O_O

Last bridge game for this season, Oer's farewell dinner and Jayne's 21st birthday party~

2011-08-29T20:32:00.007+08:00

Finally, the last game of the season~ And I will be more free on Saturdays! =D

Ok la, I believe that we are really able to play in Div 2 one... since we did ok against our opponents, and they are actually quite strong! Managed to find slams, and zomg, I can't believe for one slam, Jeremy and I actually bidded wrongly... but since both of us made the same mistake, in the end, we still managed to understand each other and eventually reached the right contract. Lol. Frequency FTW.

After the bridge game, I rushed down to Bugis, to meet up with 13/05 people for dinner, because our dearest Oer is flying off for 4 years. Yup, so we had dinner at crystal jade restaurant, and after staying with them for around an hour and a half, I rushed off to Pasir Ris, for Jayne's 21st birthday party!

The party was at Aloha, and zomg, I actually walked all the way there from Pasir Ris MRT O_O. So when I reached there, there was still food, so I ate a bit, and then it's cake cutting~ The cake was a mango fruit cake, and it tasted awesome~ After that, me, Jamie and Aruna left the party, and we walked all the way back~

When I reached home, the result for the presidential election was not out yet.. so in the end we waited until 430 before our Ah Mee appeared on our TV screen~ And that marks the end of the very long day...

CAP 5 bowling and arcade~

2011-08-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

Ta-da~ Ok... before I talk about the amazing basketball machine, let me start from the beginning~

The day started off with me meeting my financial consultant in the afternoon, and eventually meeting up with Huilin, Rebecca and Ashley at CityLink (speaking of this, I need to digress about something... which is that I really really enjoy the 在人群中穿梭的感觉... -_- ) So anyway, back to the subject... We reached the place early, so in the end we just end up walking around, and we witnessed Hulin's amazing dai sai ability, where she said someone fall down at the bowling alley, someone really tripped -_- and strike somemore -_-"

So anyway, we eventually decided to wait for the rest at the eating place, so we walked back to the JustAcia to wait for then. Vivian, Jolene and Donovan joined us shortly, after we ordered our food, and we had lots of jokes through dinner. We move on towards the bowling alley shortly after dinner, and we had lots of fun trying to static each other... -_- Eventually, Patrick joined us at the bowling alley, and we started playing bowling. Zomg, Vivian turned out to be a super 黑马, and she got top score among all of us for our first game. Lol.

After bowling, we decided to go Suntec for arcade, where we play the basketball arcade machine! =D I challenged Jolene (who took part in competition and got into finals), and was behind by around 20 points in round 1. Lol. So I decided to just play my best, and yay, I caught up in the end, and our final score was like 500+ VS 600+. Not bad la, and it's damn fun. Haha.

After spending like an hour or so in the arcade, it's finally home sweet home, even though I eventually slept at some time around 3.. Lol. Oh well, but I had fun =D

Late night thoughts~

2011-08-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

本来以为还会有一段时间,我才会 blog 出这个 entry~ but I guess tonight is the night...

I can't believe what I had been thinking, and doing to myself in my mind. -_- (sounds weird, but.. ya, can't think of a better way to put this)

Sometimes, I really wonder what I really feel. I wonder what "feeling" is. I know it might sound philosophical, but it really is. It's not that simple, as least not to me. Lol. It's like... sometimes, you feel something about an issue, but your logical mind tell you that it's not worth feeling that, and then slowly, you just stop feeling about that. So maybe after 1 month later, you don't feel anything about that issue. Is that your true feeling?

So anyway, there are times when I must tell myself not to feel something, just like 一个减肥的人需要逼自己不要对junk food 有 cravings. Lol. Ya, so now I am telling myself not to feeling something about someone. There's always this temptation, just like junk food. And I know this kind of thing there is no right or wrong, 可惜或是不可惜. There's only 选择, and I guess I am still not sure of what choice to make. -_- Lol. 讲酱多还是一样 -_-"

I guess sometimes it's really hard to use your mind to overwrite what your heart is feeling? Otherwise it would have been a damn easy thing for me to decide already~ Oh well~

Anyway, just sharing a few songs~

Silas 23rd birthday~

2011-08-26T14:03:00.000+08:00

It's been a month since VESCEL last meet up together, and I'm really happy to see everyone again~ ^_^

We met up for dinner at market 85, and after that we decided to go sing K! ZOMG, it's really a different experience to sing K without Enci! Lol. We all miss him, because without him, there's no one to hog the mic :P

Ok la, it's really enjoyable to see everyone again, and after a 2 hour+ K session, Silas, our birthday boy, drove us home.

Lianne's pre 21st/farewell party

2011-08-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

Lianne is going Canada for SEP, so she decided to hold a party to celebrate her 21st birthday in advance, and also as a farewell party. So after my bridge league match, I set off to Potong Pasir~

The party turned out to be a small, cosy one, and I think it's great. Haha. We had good food like sushis, pizzas, and the famous cheese tofu, and after that we had games like taboo and drinking game~ Unfornately, I needed to leave the party early, so I went home at around 1130pm.

Yup~ Just a mini update for this blog~

Smoke screen~

2011-08-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

Yup... I was chit chatting with some friends a few days ago, and we touched on the topic of Facebook stalking. Indeed, with the introduction of Facebook to our lives, and all the different things that we can do up there, like commenting, status updates and photos, it's relatively easy to "stalk" a friend on Facebook. However, I jokingly told them that it's quite hard to stalk me on Facebook, since I always spam lots of links, videos and so on on my wall, so it makes it almost impossible to stalk properly on my wall. The videos and so on acted as a smoke screen, in a way. And well... they agreed to this. Oh well~ actually, I also don't know why I mentioned this.. but the way to stalk me is definitely not via Facebook, there are alternative ways to do so, if one is really interested.

So anyway, some updates about my life~ Bridge beginners course started 2 days ago, and.. ya... I travelled back to school once again on my free day. And I must say this year's beginners course is so different from last year's. Being in the same position for the second year, I can tell that both me and lcy felt a bit tired about going through what we went through last year again. So anyway, this year's for me was damn unprepared, because I wasn't tasked to do anything beforehand. Oh well~ nonetheless, I hope everything turns out well, and I do hope that our bridge club will still continue to grow~ And now, it's time for me to leave my house for a league match~

All the best to NUS (FTW)~

The lying blog

The one that got away

BUSY

SMU bridge open pairs~

Mahjong, Steamboat and Drinking

The notebook

心若止水

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Insert "scream" face

Thursday and Friday~

Bridge game at NUSS Guild House / SCkYemo supper~

Teoheng with Ruzaini and friends

The status that got 71 likes...

伯牙绝弦

Thoughts for these few days....

Back from FSLC (FASS student leader camp)~

Off to Malaysia~

《避世》

2012 new year resolution~

清明上河图

NEX meetup with Shawn and Shijia, Soci soc chalet 2012~

Update for the past 2 days~

What happened on the first 2 days of 2012~

Summary post of 2011

13/05 meetup: Dinner and Movie~

胡言乱语 （六）

SCkYemo meetup~

Dinner with Dean, Ow and Qianmin @ T3

Boxing Day and Kim's 21st birthday party~

No plans party 4~

Dinner with 13/05 guys

情绪低落~

7 days of bridge~

K with bridge again~

Really?

Singing K with Danny, Zoe, Zhenbin and Yuanting / Christmas Party~

Soci soc meeting, shopping and 6B reunion!

胡言乱语(五)

Dinner with Zhenbin, Yuanting and Michelle

SS KTV~

How I met your mother season 7

Walking in the rain 2~

Watching 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 the 2nd time

Nightmares

回想《那些年》~

Whole day in Bugis~

Riddle entry~

My 23rd Birthday~

The post before the birthday post~

康康~

微妙的感觉~

First day of exam, and a song to share~

Playing the recorder~

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

周星驰's wisdom

Dream

Sims 3 again~

Something interesting~

Words of Affirmation

Quality Time

Receiving Gifts

Physical Touch

助人为快乐之本~

自言自语~

Hmmmm... / iPhone app to recommend~

11/11/11

Riddle entry~

AudioMob and Shinni's 21st birthday

The week without the laptop~

The Lake House

HELL WEEK OVER!!!

叙旧

有时候...

Riddle?

叶子

Lunch with Xuefang~

真实谎言

How I Met Your Mother Season 5 Episode 10 The Window

A song

生病了~

胡言乱语（六）